Oliver Wilde - dat damn gay author
smart guy actually. a quote from his book "a picture of dorian gray"
-Laughter us not a bad begining to a friendship, and it is by far the best ending for one. - Lord henry of the book
Atlantis fawking fell yesterday!
Damn it feels good when I get my first paycheck,
The fruits of my labor now I’m ready to waste it,
On anything and everything, no need for money management,
I’m about to spend it all getting drunk with the MOVEMENT,
Gone in an instant, all in one weekend,
But fuck it I’m wasted so I know it was well spent,
Now I’m praying to the porcelain with both knees bent,
Thinking it was worth it as I’m singing to myself….
Know what gives me
the best feeling ever?
It's you walking into the room.
Just walking into the room.
Maybe you're wearing faded blue jeans,
a soft, old sweatshirt,
and your favorite sneakers.
Being perfectly natural.
Relaxed with yourself.
At ease.
And as I watch you move,
I feel a familiar kind of love
settle in that softens my mood,
warms my heart, and makes me feel good all over.
Because you and I seem to fit together
even more comfortablu, more naturally,
than those faded blue jeans
and that soft sweatshirt.
That's it.
The best feeling ever.
And every day
I feel it a little more.
-Jeannie Hund
i like it.
xmas list yo:
after life movie
triple five soul shoulder bag
common - resurection tv
no money
madlib - shades of blue
The beginning of a new day
=) Time's have certainly changed.
| Friday. 8.31.07 5:25 am before i die, lift me up let me try again
my soul my body my mind, my friend.
gun to my head, bullet in my brain
musics playing death's chords
my toes dig into this sand.
my fingers grip tight, i imagine your hand
the triggers loose, or did i pull it already
maybe, a voice the sound is so steady
ringing in my head, singing in my mind
the lips are moving, but the snow is making me blind
i'm so confused.
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 8.9.07 9:14 am Dec 3, 2006 1:21 AM
The world spins in deep rhymes lyrics and beats
turntables run and drip wax fingerprints in the heat
The world turns tables on friendships well known
funky sounds are voices in the ears for you so
the songs are the feel good way to drift away
an apology’s line is laying on the ground
waiting for the headphones, connected to the sound
a friendships life is laying in the trenches so bare
the boom boom clap clap sound of drummer boys snare
the man stands scared in front of the producers studio
worried that he fucked it up, all laid out in the audio
sits down in the chair and draws up an outline
best friend sits next to the one he loves, friendship defined
he starts to write write and write, his feelings down as he cries
Lyrics are the beats, the words are the snares,
So far you found the niche to stand in and with me..just..Stare.
it's been so long since i wrote. Comment! (1) | Recommend! times spent lost in translation Wednesday. 8.8.07 6:23 pm WheN I met her, this hole was dug, at points alone; sometimes with her company. With that, time gave me permission to dig it deeper and deeper, until not only did it become hard to get out, but my own will to find a way out was all but demolished. The hole itself serves as a constant reminder of the things we survived, and the things that we accomplished.
I can't help but let my mind wander as she stands beside me while I'm typing this yet offers no hand to help me out of this hole. Is it her fault? I think not. How do you enlist yourself in any kind of project of this magnitude with the knowledge of whether or not you can finish it?
You can't. I can't blame her, the hole was dug when we were younger.
and i admit
I miss her.
Comment! (0) | Recommend! | Categories: love [t], habits [t], confusion [t] Monday. 8.6.07 12:17 am 12:41:22 PM koncept64: Hehe it's ok. Was just reading up on turbos.
12:41:29 PM ifeeldope: dont' go
12:41:29 PM ifeeldope: zpi
12:41:33 PM ifeeldope: go turbo toyotas
12:41:34 PM ifeeldope: or
12:41:37 PM ifeeldope: custom
12:41:39 PM ifeeldope: im goin custom
12:41:51 PM koncept64: custom from who?
12:42:00 PM ifeeldope: myspace
12:42:01 PM ifeeldope: i mean
12:42:02 PM ifeeldope: myself
12:42:03 PM ifeeldope: AH
12:42:04 PM ifeeldope: WTF
12:42:05 PM ifeeldope: =|
-sigh it's officially taken over. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Saturday. 7.28.07 10:54 pm What, i don't work hard for what i have? granted, i get some things easier than the next, but what i have i cherish and i work hard to maintain the very thing that i worked so hard to recieve. FUck. everybody acts like i just have shit handed to me and i don't give a fuck about what i have, like i'm an irresponsible piece of shit. like i take everything for granted. What the fcuk gave them that idea? my parnets making money? hah. like that fucking solidifies anything that goes on in my life.
It's one of they made money and i asked for it and recieved it everytime i did so. but i don't. i have limits and something much much more valuble. what is that you ask?
MY MOTHER FUCKING PRIDE. MY SELF CONFIDENCE. MY OWN LIFE.
ill ask if shit hits hte fan, who wouldn't?
but i am doing this on my own. why? BECAUSE I WANT TO. I WANT TO KNOW THAT I CAN DO THIS ON MY OWN AND KNOW THAT WHAT I HAVE IN THE FUTURE IS MY FAULT, NOT BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID MONEY MONGERING FAMILY THAT DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT I CARE MORE ABOUT LOVE, LIFE AND A FAMILY AS OPPOSED TO HOW MUCH MONEY I MAKE. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i just want to be happy knowing that i made a difference when i die.
FUCKKKKKKKK Comment! (2) | Recommend! Saturday. 7.28.07 7:43 pm Sitting here, i just realized. i'm 20. i should have just rounded the corner and figured out that im about to graduate.
instead.
i sit on top of 30 credits.
barely finishing my freshman year.
i've lost the battle.
the war is over the horizon.
the only way to win is to love thyself
me? i'm far from that.
Heading to frisco in about 2 hours.
=X didn't pack yet. hahaha Comment! (2) | Recommend! | 
