And so does my chest.

inside my chest. aches.


haha ew that sounds super poetically emo.


anyways

so i got to thinking. what the hell is my all time favorite type of girl?

welllllllll i dunno.

i can't really speak for all girls because i tend to fall in love with the oddballs.

- i want a girl...small enough that i can carry her without struggling.
- i want to be that girls support
- i want to be missed.
- i want to actually be somebody's everything
- hell, ill even take somebody's something.
- oh, she has to tolerate somewhat of an ornate amount of tattoos....cuz i have that
- and get one with me one day =X
....................she can have a small one i don't mind =)
- tolerate my piercings...no worries, i only gauged my ears to a 0 and thats where it ends.
- a girl whose gonna go with me....to nowhere..because those trips are only good when you have sombody to go nowhere with.
- the girl that makes nowhere turn into somewhere.
- a girl that understands i'm a sucker for love, and doesn't denyy it
- a girl that understands that even though im a sucker for love, i sometimes forget that she needs to ALWAYS feel like she is loved
- a girl that needs to feel loved by me....and not another person.



-a girl that is a little easier than this to find...


im starting to feel lonerly. damn.

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Blah, so I'm sitting in my english class gettinbg ready to do my speech....how fun, I want a girlfriend....like..now. I'm so freaking bored with everything and just overall annoyed with life and the way that people ytreat me

My ex. Fuck, I don't even know where to start, I feel like I've been fucked over by her, yet she makes it as if she did absolutely nothing wrong, even having the audacity to tell me I have to move on, like she didint fuck with me to the point that I have to take time to get over her. Let me shed some light on this girl. THREE years that I was on and off with this girl, I fell in love a long time ago, he fell in love recently. Just not with me, yet further went to tell me that she did.7- dunno I feel....retarded for letting myself fall in love so easily

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OK, I'm sure this sounds mildly retarded, but i haven't been able to sleep in days, and I'm actually getting tired right now, I feel like celebrating, but I am too gosh darned pooped. I want to jump into bed and drift away, but I have this stupid paper to do. Yet, if I don't go to sleep now, what if i never fall asleep! OMG. I'm freaking out, i'm actuallty even capitalizing my I's right now. how weird...

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I want friends that actually cared. Ok no, my friends do care...just not enough, none of them know the things that go on in my mind, none of them take the time to even care what is going on in my mind. I'm the listener, thats my flaw, I'm the one that listens to your problems. i dunno.

I feel like my friends see me as this sort of.....entity that they can trust, and shove all these things upon, yet do not take the time to understand my needs nor take the time to understand my problems. they are quick to come to conclusions and solutions, as if they have something else to do, yet don't want me to see that they don't give a fucking shit.

thats the way the cookie crumbles.

i need a pencil, draw these emotions away, great i missed the 545 showing of evan almighty. blah. whatever.

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