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I think I'm crazy...

I bought this new cell phone yesterday and I already hate it....its soo freakin crappy that teaches me see I choose the pretty one and didn't even check to see anything about the phone because well I'm stupid....I hate being stupid...the toxic fumes from my blonde highlights has seeped through my folicles and is destroying my brain cells...

Monday was my birthday and I don't want to talk about it....I f-en hate birthdays!!
Some how ppl make it about them instead of me...
Its not about what I wanted to do....it about them...so f*ck it
At least next year I can actully go out and drink legally...

Anyways work still sucks..I kept my crappy job!! The morone that was being a bitch to me quit because well she is a loser and can't handle being told she dosn't know how to do her job which is true...duh...some ppl I tell ya!!

I kinda happy I had five days off..Didn't get done anything I wanted too..because that how the cookie crumbles...damn it

Soo tomorrow I have to go back to work...Yipee...Because I go I'm going to get another cell phone and actully pay attention to what I'm getting...They charge $25 and like .50 for every minutes used which someone said sense its only been two days they might waive it but I freaking don't think thats going to happen. But I don't care I'll just call it a stupidity fine and suck it and learn my lesson...

What really sucks I bought a phone a few months ago from a diffrent company and I love that phone:( its perfect I LOVE IT !!!! I wish I could still use it....I wish a crappy company didn't take over my provider!!!

I'm a drama queen!!:)

Well I'm going to find something to do :(


Peace out

mb

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I am soo sick of life....
Anyways I feel like a ** I lost my temper today at this bit*ch and I'm probally will get into trouble tomorrow for it..Damn it

I can't stand ppl I need to find a job were I won't be around ppl....because I'm sorta starting to hate them...

Gosh.I'm been soooo freakin busey between working and school I have been trying to keep my head above water...

I am soo behind on my school work...it sucks...
and I'm starting to hate my job because has I explained before I'm starting to hate ppl.

So the only way to get out of my job which I use to like but now my feelings are change..is to get my school work done. But I work alll the f-en time and by the time I'm am sooooo tired and in pain I just want to go to bed and never get up...

They took away my shift sooo I work all these crazt hours..but next month I should be getting a regular shift not the one I had but this was is okay too...

I just feel like I have no one to talk too..

I kinda want to quit my job really bad...maybe I'll feel diffrently 2morrow....maybe not...I have no idea what to do...I need a job soo I can for my pay for my college..and this job pays really good and I can actually afford things...and if I leave I might be able to find a job or will go off track of my plan...

Along with other issues I have serious sleeping problems...I don't even know that a good night sleep is??

Sometimes I dream and I'm told that means I'm in a deep sleep..but they are just sooo weird...I should look them up in a dream dictionary...and some of the events in my dream have come true! its weird..

I love compaining its soo much fun...

I miss this blog thingiee..but no one I know gets on it anymore..

I just want to go somewhere and hide!!!!!!!!


I just want to normal,healthy and happpy and also pain free!!!!!!This would be wonderful...

Soo next month is my birthday...My 20th...gosh I'm getting old...I won't be a teenager no more...but will be my excuse when I only listen to myself..I guess I'm been upgraded to stubborn...
I get a lot of bad traits from my parents inlcuding stubborn, inpatient, short-temperd, and other things that I hate...I am trying to work on these issues..damn I need therpy I think.

Anyways has I was saying its my birthday is soon...I wanted a spa day but I don't think I going...just a pedi and mani day...They have this pretty nail poish at my salon a lot of ppl go there because it awsome...I mean sometimes the service sucks but the outcome it awsome and I love the way they cut my hair...Brenda...the hairstylst is the best person to make side bangs...She makes them the cutest way ever...I mean love it...

Soo I'm going there on my birthday...So I better have a good day....I should I don't really give a crap..

I think thats all for now I'm getting sleepy....I have a early shift the next three days...damn it:( Thats cool thou I guess !!!!!!!!Not really it sucks I hate getting up early I'm not a morining person

I hope you enjoyed hearing my complain!!!!!!!!:)

MB

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How can you not feel guilty for all the pain you have caused, all the tears you made fall and the lifes you have ruined.

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Visceral Bleeding Spreader of Disease (Burn the Bitch) Lyrics


Dreaded fuck face, grotesque
Abomination, to our race disgusting
Fraudulent, putrid hypocrite
Calculating, sinister, corrupt
Dishonest, devious, unclean
Filthy two-faced liar
Rancid whore, spreader of disease

The time is now, time to stop this sick infected whore
Introduce her to reprisal, present the consequences
Of her unclean, dirty, wicked living
Limb by limb, I will deform her
She will not twist another mind
Not lure, deceit, infect, defile

Violent grab, pound her face into the dirt
Mud soaked, hold her down by the hair
She's fighting violent, no breath, panic
Face turns blue, army boot face kick
Numbs of, falling down, passing out
Blood seeps slowly, pitiful moaning

Open hand face slap, she will not pass out
Not escape the pain
Her silent crying swiftly changes to screams of terror as I start
My work of torture on her torso, breaking ribs and bruising white skin
Broken bottle glass reflection shows her deformed face expression
Nose, chin, lips severely damaged, skin and tissue mixed with her own

Blood, she'll bleed, drain the bitch
Lying in a pool of her infected dirty blood she pleads for life
Her cries for mercy only fuels my burning hatred, time to die
Burn the fucking bitch, pain will now transform
Change it's face, become more extreme, progress into death
Pure vengeance will flow, broad of hate
The urge that has grown strong, stimulate

In my eyes she's nothing but a repulsive vermin, source of illness
Spreader of disease, burn the bitch
Bring the flame to her body
In convulsing spasm she burns
Skin peeling off, the flesh exposed
Boiling blood expands burst through vessels
Suffer wrath of fire, you disgusting fucking liar

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