I am soo sick of life....
Anyways I feel like a ** I lost my temper today at this bit*ch and I'm probally will get into trouble tomorrow for it..Damn it

I can't stand ppl I need to find a job were I won't be around ppl....because I'm sorta starting to hate them...

Gosh.I'm been soooo freakin busey between working and school I have been trying to keep my head above water...

I am soo behind on my school work...it sucks...
and I'm starting to hate my job because has I explained before I'm starting to hate ppl.

So the only way to get out of my job which I use to like but now my feelings are change..is to get my school work done. But I work alll the f-en time and by the time I'm am sooooo tired and in pain I just want to go to bed and never get up...

They took away my shift sooo I work all these crazt hours..but next month I should be getting a regular shift not the one I had but this was is okay too...

I just feel like I have no one to talk too..

I kinda want to quit my job really bad...maybe I'll feel diffrently 2morrow....maybe not...I have no idea what to do...I need a job soo I can for my pay for my college..and this job pays really good and I can actually afford things...and if I leave I might be able to find a job or will go off track of my plan...

Along with other issues I have serious sleeping problems...I don't even know that a good night sleep is??

Sometimes I dream and I'm told that means I'm in a deep sleep..but they are just sooo weird...I should look them up in a dream dictionary...and some of the events in my dream have come true! its weird..

I love compaining its soo much fun...

I miss this blog thingiee..but no one I know gets on it anymore..

I just want to go somewhere and hide!!!!!!!!


I just want to normal,healthy and happpy and also pain free!!!!!!This would be wonderful...

Soo next month is my birthday...My 20th...gosh I'm getting old...I won't be a teenager no more...but will be my excuse when I only listen to myself..I guess I'm been upgraded to stubborn...
I get a lot of bad traits from my parents inlcuding stubborn, inpatient, short-temperd, and other things that I hate...I am trying to work on these issues..damn I need therpy I think.

Anyways has I was saying its my birthday is soon...I wanted a spa day but I don't think I going...just a pedi and mani day...They have this pretty nail poish at my salon a lot of ppl go there because it awsome...I mean sometimes the service sucks but the outcome it awsome and I love the way they cut my hair...Brenda...the hairstylst is the best person to make side bangs...She makes them the cutest way ever...I mean love it...

Soo I'm going there on my birthday...So I better have a good day....I should I don't really give a crap..

I think thats all for now I'm getting sleepy....I have a early shift the next three days...damn it:( Thats cool thou I guess !!!!!!!!Not really it sucks I hate getting up early I'm not a morining person

I hope you enjoyed hearing my complain!!!!!!!!:)

MB

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