I forgot how working at the airport makes me long for absolute silence...gah.

Today my head split into two factions who couldn't agree on a goddamned thing. One side wanted to be inconsolably upset, the other one big ray of sunshine. The hyper side won out, but all day I felt like I wasn't myself. I wafted through my day in a heightened fantasmagoric state where I was manic but also aware of being on the verge of tears. This breach in cognizance obviously added a bit of viscosity to my thought processes. Enough to make me think about things for a good 30 seconds before I could complete a simple task... NOT a day for JP to decide I needed to take my online test, but I didn't do too horribly. Hah! The day in and of itself wasn't terrible once I got to work. I was a bit hazy on the trains, though. RIGHT in the middle of an oversell they choose to tell me I got cited for a no-punch a few days ago, which I thought was an occurance. The thought of having one before I even go to Dallas made me feel like leaving then and there and giving up for good, and it was the fight of the week trying not to cry while I handled passengers and worked my flight. Instead of freaking out I wandered over to the book store on my break to find a couple books I might like to take to training with me. I think I've decided on Finn and Born on a Blue Day. Both looked extremely interesting. Perusing books calmed me, as usual, as did the hugs I was able to manage a little later and the assurance that a no-punch is not one of my strikes. Whew! My train from 30th was 20 minutes late, which made the wait for my second train extremely long. Ugh.

In other news....Lansbowl burned down this morning! =0( I'll miss you, Lansbowl! AND no...contrary to popular belief, I did NOT torch it myself!

Ok, this has gone on long enough....it's time to do some packing then hit the hay. Gnight all! Here's to a better tomorrow! I'll be sans trainer (well technically I'll have a sub...but I'll miss Mary), so it could be a slow brain day. I've gotten so used to the way she works with me. Ok...for real this time...nighty night!

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I hate it when the two sides of my brain don't want to agree with one another. It makes for one very, very interesting day. I'm glad yours didn't go too badly.
Did I ever mention that I like your background?
» LostSoul13 on 2007-03-15 12:43:20

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