mood: suffering posttraumatic shock (?!)

Sometimes, you can be too wrought up in life. You get tangled in all its twists && turns and blah. It seems as if there's no way out. But -- when you think about it. All you've got to do is cut the strings that are tying you up. As simple as that.

But people love to make things complicated. There's this kind of magnet that pulls us towards all this drama bull--...and we ¢¾ it. Haha

Makes me laugh. How ironic and sardonic fate can be. But yes, I've moved on and I've never been any happier. :)

If there's just one wish I could have, it would be to go back to the Philippines without any Canadian complications. And yes, I could have that right now.



^{If only I had the flight tickets in my hands...}

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1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
home rolling on the bed moaning for my sis to stop
using the computer hahaahah ***dirrrrty minds go to
hell***
2. Who will be your next kiss?
carlos... defintely carlos
hahahahhahahahahahahahha
3. What is the largest amount of money you spent
in one store?
$299 = P14950
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yep pink pillow pink bag ugh pink pink pink
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
yesterdai
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
7. When was the last time you cried?
dnt remmber..dnt care lol
8. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no but i've seen movies
9. What was the last thing you had drank?
medicine. ugh
10. What are you wearing right now?
sweater tiiight pants lol
11. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do
it?
wrong question, buddy. do i have a car?
12. Last food you ate?
veggies
13. Where were you last week at this time?
i dnt remmber lol
14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last
few days?
noo
15. When was the last time you ran?
yesterdai for the bus lol
16. What's the last sporting event you watched?
soccer?
17. What is your favorite class?
bio coz i talk
18. Your dream vacation?
philippines :))))))
19. Last person's house you were in?
nikki's
20. How old are you?
17
21. Are you in love?
crushed but never been in love
22. do u miss someone?
yes a lot of someone's lol
23. Last play you saw?
forgot haha basta sm toh
24. What are your plans for tonight?
sleep
25. Who is the last person you sent a message
prinz
26. Ever go to a camp?
yep
27. Have you dumped someone?
hmmmm
28.What do you want to know about the future?
when will i go back home?
29. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yeah
30. Are you hungry?
yeah damn hungry
31. Do you collect anything?
i think so..
32. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled
over?
nada
33. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yep was wrong wdat?
34. How do you like your drink?
cold ice cold
35. Do you like hot sauce?
yeah on pizza, quesadilla and chicken feet :) yumyum
36. Last time you took a shower?
today!
37. Do you need to do laundry?
no lol
38.Are you someone's best friend?
yes of chourse
39. Are you sweet?
no. i'm sour and i love it. Bleh

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My life is back on track. I've given up on him completely.
This is the reason why:

*taken from a friendster bulletin*

From: PLiO

Date: Monday, 9 October, 2006 3:29 AM
Subject: may sakit ako...im jus bored...(ginawa ko gawin mo rin)
Message: 1)Are you a chick or a dude?
-guy

2) Do you pray?
- ye

3) Are you in love?
- mahal ko angel ko bkit?
Translation[]: [i luv my angel? why?]

4) Ever wish on stars?
- ye..

5) Do you believe in karma?
- hmm siguro
[hmm..maybe]

6) What's your zodiac sign?
- sabe ni aaron worm yung akin
[aaron said it's a worm..]

7) Have you ever almost died?
- nah

8) Ever broken any bones?
- yea, ankle bones...10 times ryt...7 times left....cuz of
basketball...and...as a kid..in the park..pinaka
worst...yung thumb ko...while scootering...went too
fast...u dunt wana noe wat happend and wat it looked
like that time...i jus had the guts..to put it bakk to
normal...hurts..

9) Do you cry during sad movies?
- not even

11) Ever laid under the stars?
- sit

12) Ever sat on a rooftop?
- yea wit my lolo as a kid

13) music/dance?
- music..both..les say..

14) Could you live without the television?
- i dunt noe maybe not..

15) Could you live without music?
- NO

16) If you're in love then how many letters
does
your lover have in his/her first name?
- wat is the point of this question?

17) What do you dislike the most about
life?
- people choosing "out of the world stupidness"....y
not choose sumthing positive..

18) Have you ever been to jail?
- i wont break no rules..

19) Ever had a job for less than a day?
- walah

20) Ever been fired on your first day?
- i wont let that happen

21) Ever been fired because of your
attitude?
- i onli got my attitude actin up wen u giv me sun of
urs..

22) Do you get jealous of other people?
- ye....i wish i can be happy like that..

23) Would you rather love someone or be
loved?
- i wana love...also to be loved bakk..

24) What's under your bed right now?
- thers no such thing..my bed got no unders..closed

25) Ever done anything illegal?
- ask everyone..we all got same answers

26) Have you ever been dumped?
- cheated on ye..

27) Ever dumped somebody?
- in the garbage...yea..

28) How cool are you?
- i love God n im cool like that

****** HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!?! WHERE CAN U FIND ANOTHER GUY LIKE THAT?!?!******

29) Do you support abortion?
- tsk..your not supposed to do it for fun..

30) Who's your best friend?
- ivy ko.....pero..thers more..dar and char
[my ivy...but there's more...dar and char..]

31) Did you graduate high school?
- hey....i havent gotten wat i really desire from skool
yet..

33) Have you ever drove someone crazy?
- mom ko

34) Ever bullied someone?
- yea...the bullies

35) Ever done the Macarena?
- i wont say anything -_- it'll be wierd seeing me like
that though dunt u think??

36) Do you act your age?
- yea, i do my best..

37) Is it okay to disrespect your parents?
- corse not....honour ur father and ur mother..

38) Do you flush the toilet when you're
done?
- wat kind of question is this...u tickin me off

39) How long do you stay in the shower?
- long hair makes u take a shower longer

40) What kind of soap do you use?
- yung masarap
[the delicious kind]

42) Spiderman, Batman, or Superman?
- Cloud Strife

43) Do you like your middle name?
- yea...corse

44) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
- heh...yup

46) What's your favorite animal?
- saber toothed tiger

47) Favorite flower?
- blak and white ones

48) Have you ever shaved your head?
- nah man

49) What do you think of LOVE?
- GOD

50) Do you think it is okay to drink and
drive?
- not even

51) If you won $1 million, what would you
buy first?
-not buy...i going bakk for sum1 1st..

52) Do you fear terrorism?
- they shud fear their selves

54) What's your favorite candle scent?
- dunt noe

55) Do you use profanity?
- i do my best to discipline myself

**im skipping from here all the way..

67) Who's pretty??
- pinaka magandang babae na nakitat nakilala
ko...sum1 that i knew was gona be sum1 really
special....ivy...
[the prettiest girl in the world i've seen and known..someone i knew was gonna be sumone really special....ivy..]



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That is why. I don't wanna go in between two people in love. I don't wanna be the 3rd party. Too much.

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