I've spent the past few days wandering aimlessly around school... and hurrying while doing it. It's rather mindracking as odd as that may sound. I'm depriving myself of time with my friends... which brings me to another interesting thing. I really don't have many friends. I can hang out with the track guys and be accepted, and I can chat with the people in my classes, and I can hang out with the complete outcasts but I don't really fit in with anyone. Most of the people I know are just acquatiences and I don't really feel comfortable staying with people I don't know for extended periods of time. Of course, there are exceptions but those are the people that I trust enough to call friends... Since the numbers are so few, and I'm forcing myself away from the one I'd normally be spending time with upon request (I'd rather not get into it, but it's a personal issue dealing with my impersonality) so I've been a shell of a person.

It's weird though, people seem to flock to me when I'm like this. I mean, I have people randomly coming up to me and trying to strike up conversation. The girls in my group in math have been prodding me to do random crap and have been writing things on me and my book and I don't really have the heart to tell anyone to stop. In PE, the freshman continually ask me questions and, refreshingly, all of the girls are too shy to come over and talk because they think I'm a Senior or something. But, I mean, would you think it would be a good idea to force people to talk to you if they're in a bad mood? I don't... although I just realized I'm a hypocrite for saying that, but I don't do it with most people.

Well, to take a break from my shallow ponderings, I got my Art Histpry book in the mail today. I ordered the paperback version of the book, but, for some reason, the company shipped me a slipcased, hardcover one. No complaints here, but I called them up and got an intelligent operator. He said that they "upgraded" my purchase because they made me wait or something. I figured it'd be best if I didn't ask too many questions, so I accepted that, thanked him, and hung up. I really don't understand companies like that. What's the point of "upgrading" someone anyway? It loses you money and you might be giving the person more than they wanted anyway... but I digress. I swear this book is heavier than my algebra and physics books combined. I really hope we don't have to bring it to class - reading seventy pages of it in two days is going to be fun enough (note the sarcasm).

Later, DS
~ For once, just once, I'd like to see a movie where the hero gets his ass kicked.

i'm like that too... have you been hacking into my brain recently?
» jamie on 2004-09-22 11:56:03

Try reading 70 pages in...wait I don't even have my book yet. So let's just say in, 1 hour?
» emerald on 2004-09-23 02:04:11

Hey now...
It's good not to have too many friends, I think, especially if you're a private kind of guy. Ya don't want everyone tryin' to talk to ya and get in your business all at once. >_< It's good to be careful with your trust. And it's good you called the company, but you should never look a gift horse in the mouth, or question freebies TOO much. :-P They screwed up and then chose to compensate ya. And there is a movie where the hero gets his ass kicked. I think Jack Nicholson was in it. :-P Pretty good movie. I'll find out the name if ya want.
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