I didn't destroy things as badly as I thought I did... although I still do have reason to cry. Destruction is destruction, though - I had my chance at being with her and I lost it by being a jackass. I'm not going to let what I did crush my dreams, though. I can start over from the beginning, rebuild what I tore down, start and go where my heart leads me. I may have destroyed all the trust she had in me, but I'm determined to rebuild it. Fixing this is going to be my goal for as long as it takes to make things a reality once again... and if they never reach that point, at least I can say I tried. Tried hard.

I know I was thinking about something else, but I forgot what it was... It couldn't have been more important than that anyway.

Later, DS
~ All my fear is unfounded, all my doubt is wrong.

I tried that, but the article went nowhere.
» jamie on 2004-09-10 12:28:48

omg.. what did you do? I want to know wait is this serious? wait what am I saying of course its rreal!! oh i wish I could help but then again I am just a luvable monkey so hit me up if there is anything I can help with cuz Im here for you!! [oh yeah I ve already started clinging to you like a monkey on a coconut tree]
» luvablemonkey on 2004-09-10 08:27:24

That's kinda scary.
Please, never say that again.
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-09-10 09:11:37

hehe ok hey go on Aim right now!!!!pleaseeee
» luvablemonkey on 2004-09-10 09:55:19

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