I was thinking about a lot of things last night before I went to bed, but the most disturbing idea I got was someone moving away. She was joking about it earlier, but I really got to thinking of how I'd feel if she actually left. I'd be even more hopeless than I am now. Heck, this is hard to write... I'd be even more hopelessly in love, I guess. I've already declined, well, I can't say hundreds (although I'd be a more fit match for her if I had), but a good ten girls in hopes that it would work out with someone in the end. I'm afraid that if she did move, I'd keep on declining them for the same reason. I'm sure someone would ask, "Who is it?" I'd say her name. They'd ask, "What classes does she have?" I'd have to say I didn't know. They'd ask, "Why?" And I'd have to say she doesn't go to Mills... I'm pretty sure that would shock almost everyone I could say it to.

But, fortunately, that's not going to happen (at least to my knowledge). It may be hopeless, but not quite as hopeless as it could be in theory. That in itself makes me a little happier. Don't ask why, I don't know. And since I feel better for some strange, unknown reason, I'm going to keep it that way and go write poetry to make my mood even better... or, more likely, I'll read.

Later, DS
~ To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. (Thanks, Airy.)

wow...well nice site, stop by mine, although its not nearly as deep or meaningful...
» JINX!!! on 2004-06-09 05:13:48

oh hun
come here and give me a hug. oh, and look in your pps pot i gave ya a present
» jamie on 2004-06-09 07:42:22

Y'know...
I pretty much had the same epiphany today. I mean...Yeah, it's kinda bad right now, but...Well, it's been worse. I've weathered that storm, and for right now, I know that things can get better. Or at the very least, I won't allow it to become as bad as it potentially could be.
» DarkDragonKnight on 2004-06-09 10:57:08

oh, rob.
*virtual hug* aww, rob. you're so cayoooot! and sensitive. awwww, i wanna poke yooooou! awww. i'm glad you feel at least a wee bit better...*poke*
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