Score! I finished a poem in about ten minutes, that's a new record for me. It even has a lot of emotion in it, so I'm pretty proud of my work. Here it is if you'd like to read it:

Awakened Fears
Ziwtra

I used to think life was so simple.
Girls meant little, homework was fun,
I could play in the yard all day long
And have that special day in the warm, mid-day sun.
Except my special day was everyday back then.
Then I got older, my fears were
Arroused. My ease of speech lost,
I was in a daze. Girls were a fire
And nothing brought me from their haze.
And the fears still burn bright as a fiery blaze.

Things in my life seem to be looking up. E is sort of talking to me again and people are noticing me more in a semi-awkward sense. It's a start. I'd say it's definitely time to optimistic. *edit* Actually, I'm kinda sad at E saying, "I consider him a friend", but I won't let it ruin my mood. Now I feel like writing a love poem... I hope you don't have to ask why.

Ah, I'm starting to dream I'm out in the country, sprawled out on a grassy mesa overlooking the low-rolling hills, watching the animals run to and fro as birds soar in the sky high above me. Days like that were some of the best in my life... Some time I will return to that bliss. I was so peaceful I had a butterfly land on my chin... *sigh* What I wouldn't give to have that again... What I wouldn't give to share it with someone...

Later, DS,
~ (You) Scintillate.

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