Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls, etcetera, etcetera....

It has been over a year and a half, but here I am.. in the flesh....y word processing, I'm fucking here, deal with it.

Anyway, I'll try to give a brief synopsis since my last time here... although a lot of things happened.

Let's try and start at the beginning:

Financial Aid failed me again, and I was out of school for a semester and the summer. During this time, I lived it up, worked as I could, and found a way to get back into school. I owned face at school, and hit up the Dean's List two semesters straight. Which was pretty great.

However, the ultimate down of my life took place over this time period. I lost my best friend in the world, in a tragic accident. I don't think I will ever go through a harder time in my life than I have for the past five months, trying to fill the void that is left by a loss so great. After five months, the reality is starting to set in, RIP Eric.

But, not to be cliche with this, it is always darkest before the dawn. My life has new purpose, I have realized that picking a career is not the way to handle this whole college thing. I have a couple of ideas in mind, and I am actively pursuing them. All I know, is that I am working as hard as I can to do everything possible to be great.

What does that mean? Who the hell knows. All I know is that whatever it is I end up doing in this world, I will be damn good at it. Whether it be acting/filmmaking, or teaching, or working for the government, finding love, starting a family, etc. My interests are solely in becoming the best that I possibly can. And, frankly, that means a new commitment to this blog. I learned that if you search a certain phrase on Google, this site is the first to appear on the results... maybe that is what reinvigorated me...

Regardless.... I'm back.... and I'm here to stay. Deal with it.

Love,
Chris

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