heh..... by PureRidiculous i came.i blogged. thanks for being there for me in my formative times. I think being formative right......now.
LOL by Helena I remembered my password AND i*m still on the island!
TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!
Tuesday. 6.5.07 9:57 am
i know some of you thought the last post i had was my birthday, but noope. It's today, and today i turn 17. O_O i don't want to be 17. I'm not really sure why, i think i just don' t want to grow older? i don't really want to be on my own yet. Well i kind of do because then it would just be make taking care of myself. But what if i don't make it? What if i fail to get into college or i'm not sucessful. =/ so many queestions, i do it all the time hahaha
ok i'm waiting for james franco to pop out anytime now. :D
Like my friend said, im a pro-procrastinator hahahha.
projects basically suck. I have one in math, which im really scared about. A huge one in history, which will be hard. We have to make a video and a 3 fold project board full my own information. I have to do the pop culture, and social change of the 1990's. Then combine it with my group members, which i haven't talked to in a while, and make that video and a paper. **sigh** Then, in my scroc class. Sports therapy i have a project with a bunch of injuries and treatments... complicating. A bunch of research and work. I should be cracking down on it but am i? Not really, but im trying. :D
I hate how the people around me can make me feel so depressed.
Lately a lot of the pople i've been around is going through crap, including myself but come on. I don't take it out on them.
being home alone used to be fun. But it sucks being sick and home, in an apartment all by myself. Being sick is making me tierd but i don't want to go to sleep. If i go to sleep i end up having nightmares because of the pain in my stomach. Then i wake up and start rolling on my bed. Honestly, i don't really know what i have. I think it's gas but then i burp and stuff but its been hurting for 4 days now. It doesn't matter if i burp or fart because my stomach still hurts! It's not diarea either! So i'm actually not sure what it is... I've also spent some time here reading a book, Daddy's Little Girl by Mary Higgins Clark but that book was getting boring.
Plus, today i missed my sheep heart disection. ugh that makes me so angry. Damn stomach problems.
I disected a pigs heart but that was in 7th grade. i wanted to disect something else too. It might seem weird that im really into disecting things but it only makes me understand things a lot more. Which i love, because that gets rid of all my logical questioning.
