like nothing happened. We were out of the hospital by one.. and she had a lot of bad cramps, and she was tired.. but other than that everything was fine. She walks around today like she didnt even have an operation. Shes good as new :). So im glad shes alright...

We didnt have school today, thank god, because i needed to catch up on my sleep. Ive been sleep deprived for a while now. lol... so today me and mom watched Anaconda 2... whatever its called. It was really really good. Mom kinda screamed a couple of times because shes deathly afraid of snakes, like myself, but it was hillarious. Then we watched soap opras and i studied a little bit for my permit test... yes, im finally getting it. Next week. Im really excited.. and not really all that nervous. I figure that if michelle and marcy could pass it, so could i. haha not to be mean.

THEN... It was my grandma's birthday.. so we went to the chinese buffet in Sayre. I dont like most of the chinese food there, so i pretty much ate american food... the smily face french fries are the best... though they taste a little weird too sometimes. lol Wow, im such a complainer.

Im really bored right now, i just got out of the shower. I cant get my mind off of FLORIDA! I cant wait... sunny beaches, get away from Troy pennsylvania... its fucking heaven! I wish Marcy could go with me again this year... but she cant because Bobbie jo and Aaron are going with us. Everyone is gonna be like "oh my god bobbie jo! Your so pretty... and u lost so much weight! Your so skinny and perfect, you sure did grow up to be a pretty girl!" and blah blah blah.. but it doesnt annoy me.. it hurts me. Cause my family wont say anything to me... they'll prolly just wanna know if i got a job or if im driving yet. I just feel like nothing compared to my older sister. I love her though... dont know what i would do without her. Thats why i want marcy to go with me.. we had so much fun last time... and i wanna hang out with my best friend.. and not my family the whole time. Ill call yah marcy, no worries!

Well, i think im gonna go now.. ttyl.

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This weekend was pretty cool. I went to marcys with melinda... just got home today. I was expecting to come home yesterday night but val always wants me to stay an extra day. Watching Morgan is never a prob, so i enjoyed myself.

Then around 11 i got home and watched Saw yet again with my uncle luke. I love that movie every stinkin time i watch it! Then the rest if the family got here... played marbles, ate dinner, the bais sunday dinner... but im worried about tomorrow..

My mom gets her sergury done tomorrow morning. Im scared.. i know its only a little sergury, but you never know what could go wrong. Im sure she will be fine though... tell me in right guys ! We have to leave for robert packer at 7, and she has to be there by 8. Ill prolly read or something while im in the waiting room, then sit with her for a few hours before she has to go home. And this is gonna be right in the middle of all the snow. I was kinda hoping that shit would start tonight so we wouldnt have school so i didnt miss anything. But oh well, id rather be in the hospital with mama!

Well yall im gonna go... ttyl.

i love ya'll!

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but none of you prolly didnt even notice.

I have 15 mins left in class. All the girls in the class arent here today.. so im sitting here all by myself.. haha i have no friends.. but of course i am in Auto Cad level 2.. imma DORK! haha thats just what erika told me today.

Im going to marcys house after school today. I love having her house all by ourselves. We get to babysit morgan and have a good ole' time. Plus we can do whatever we want without parents wondering what we're doing when we put on our coats and go outside at 10 at night with perfume in our hands as we stand behind the old trailor. lol... if your smart, you know whats up. Famous words from erika kenyon... "if im gonna die from smoking a bowl, then thats how im gonna go" haha. I got my pendant done today in jewelry. FINALLY. haha but melinda is still behind from being a skipper, youd think shed learn her lesson.

Last night volleyball was cancelled because of the stupid snow. Kelsey and Marcy were here and we watched "Dawn on the Dead" in my room. Its so fun watching movies with kelsey.. she gets so scared.. and like yells at the television. ;) We ordered pizza, and their parents came for them around 7-8. So then i got on the computer and finished up my book report.

My alarm clock went off at 7:12 am, and thinking that there would prolly be a 2 hr delay, or no school at all.. WE HAD A FULL DAY! The roads were horrible. I can only imagine how bad the back roads are that my dad has to drive on everyday with those crazy kids.

OMG 5 mins left.. .i think im gonna die of boredom. This is pathetic. geesh haha. Id much rather be at marcys right now.. laughing at baby morgan.. wishing i had a kid of my own. (kinda, not right now lol). We'll prolly watch "shaun of the dead" tonight since marcy wanted to see it... i heard it was stupid, but we can always give it a shot.

WELL... the announcements just came on but i dont feel like getting up. Because then i would have to stand in the shop room with all the other faggots haha. Im never happy, am i? lol

Im scared for Monday :(... i wont be in school. Ill be in the hospital with my mommy. I looooooooove her!! Shes gonna be oooooooooooooooook.



Talk to you all later.

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Hey everyone! Im about to take a test in auto cad right now... but afterwards.. ill try my best and write! :) k? haha what a good day.... lunch and directed study really cracked me up... !!

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Things are really starting to get better for me. Courtney and I talked and we're cool... im so glad, took a lot of weight off my shoulders. I guess SOME people are better hearted than I thought. Craig just didnt even give me a change.. but i guess everything happens for a reason.

Zack called me last night and we talked for over an hour. I told him the truth about everything.. and he still wants to be with me, I dont understand why. He asked me out like 5 times last night... but each time i told him i wasnt ready yet. Which I'm not.. but he said he was gonna stick around.

We won our volleyball game last thursday. It was great. Laura and i colided big time.. her knee started bleeding and it felt like i broke my elbow in 10 million peices.. but we're ok. :) I love my freaking volleyball team lol. Hopefully me senior year is the best.

Well, im gonna go. I still need to clean the rest of "my room" JOY lol... cya.

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Rumors

Saturday steppin into the Club
The music made me wanna tell the DJ Turn it Up
I feel the Energy All around
And my body cant Stop movin to the sound
But..I cant tell that your watchin me
And your probably gonna write what you didnt see
Well I just need a little Space to Breath
Can you please Respect my Privacy

Why cant you just let do
The things I wanna do
I just wanna be Me
I dont Understand Why
Would you wanna Bring me down
When I'm only having Fun
I'm gonna live my life
(But Not the Way that you want me to)

(Chorus)

I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are Back up in the Club
People Takin Pictures Dont you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the Floor
And Throw my hands up in the air to the Beat like..
(whaaattt)
I gotta say respectfully
I would love it If you took the Camers off of me
Cuz I just Need a Little Room to Breath
Can you please Respect My Privacy

Why cant you just let do
The things I wanna do
I just wanna be Me
I dont Understand Why
Would you wanna Bring me down
When I'm only having Fun
I'm gonna live my life
(But not the way that you want me to)

( Chorus )

I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I just Need to Free My Mind
(My Mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good Time
(Good Time)

I'm tired of Rumors ( Rumors )
Followed (Followed Followed Followed Followed)
Followed But they Followed Me
Why cant they (They They They They They They )
Let me Live (Live)
Take this for Just What it Is

( Chorus )

I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is..

( Chorus )

I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is..

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