i don't feel like typin anything that i have been through lately... mayb later?


THIS SONG GETS MEH SO HYPED!!! =] [ i don't care if its frum Charlies Angels] lol

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I GOT MAH LICENSE TODAY!!!!

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hi reader.

hah neways my life today was jus same ol' cept still worried, scared, and nervous still. I know mah friends and mah love says to not be like dat and dat things come naturally , and if theres a let down. u always come back stronger and improved, BUT STILL haha i'm scared, NERVOUS, and worried. i really hope i make it. i'm tired of all dhis stuff. i'm impatient to get it but i'm patient for dat day to come. hah iono i'm not confident of mahself and dats always been a problem wid meh. ahah yes i know. o well. AHHH tryin to keep calm. mayb i should go get a red bull to keep alert but den mayb i shouldn't cuz i might jus be too hyper for dat mess and screw up more den i already have. hah gosh


a lesson i have learned from da hard way - theres always a point to everything no matter if u deny it or want to believe it.
[ not directed towards any1 in particular - jus stating a fact of mine]

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today i'm jus mellowed out. its like for example mah bro usually when he shows meh he been drinking sum AMP for hyperness. i usually shake mah head and what not or even ask him for mah red bull . so we can b hyped buddies. haha but iono its like it didn't phase meh when i saw him do dat. iono i guess u can say i'm still worried on wats gonna happen wid everything. although it didn't seem like it in school, yesterday i felt like shit. hah i felt like i lost or am losing a lot of things and to top it all off disappointed wid mahself. =\ i know its the negative thoughts that bring meh down. but honestly i've always been pessimistic wid things. I don't like to be overconfident, b/c it hurts even more to find da worse has happened when u were expecting the best. yanno? NEways i'm jus blabbin on.


bye

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gosh 2day was regular until behind da wheel came along. Gosh i'm so disappointed of mahself. 2day i didn't wait for the person in front of meh to turn left, instead i went to the right side of him and sped passed him. sigh* i'm so used to doin that wrong thing b/c i've been drivin b4 dhis behind da wheel stuff. i know its a illegal move but for sum reason it didn't hit meh until mah teacher asked meh why i jus did dat =/ gosh i'm ashamed of mahself and jus wanna look down now and cry. i hope i pass the test. i really do want mah driver's license. =/ I hope he doesn't count that against meh toooo bad.

sigh* only hope is all i have to give now.

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