at the moment i am sitting at my computer desk weraing a SARS mask, mens socks, a blue halter top and a tutu. i guess yuou finally see how weird i am. well this week at camp as been quite fun and i have the best campers. one camper, Nala, noticed i was crying because ron had left and she an d this girl came over and gave me a really big hug. it made me feel happy inside. this weekend was a family reuniuon. i went in the hot tub that was really cold. and i took many a boat trip. the wierd thing is i met my 2nd cousin and i like him...i feel like wierd. YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE PEOPLE THAT YOU'RE RELATED TO UNLESS THIER YOUR SPOUSE.ewwwwwwwwwww i feel so unclean and the other thing is...he like me too O.O so uncleanO.o i really miss ron on his way to israel and i hope he calls me...hint hint!!!!! i love3 meghan she is helping me through these weird and difficult times. i also love patrick for helping me too...(blow hard ^.~ lol) sMoOcHiEs MuCh LoVe hUgGz

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hi
ron ann and kevin are leave on the 30th
meg got bakk from the beach
i am scandelacous
i love you all

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today was kool

austin- STOMACH!!!!!!!! ooooo i like your stomach

patrick- little girl: do you have a boyfriend?
me: yes yes i do
little girl: is it him?
me: no
little girl: wouldn't it be funny if you guys kissed
*shawn and patrick start laughing hysterically*

alex- alex: will you pleeze shut up?
me: I HUNGER FOR ASSMEATS, BITCH!
alex: SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!

other alex- me:how did you try to kill yourself?
alex:my dads hunting knife
me: wow...don't cut again try to find someone worth living for
alex: well that's not a conversation you usually hear in a gym

julia: your hoodie is quite scandelous

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Julia: Whose been to summer skool here cuz I don't know?
Shawn: hmm AUSTIN!!!!
*julia starts laughing uncontrolably*
Austin: Did someone say my name?
Shawn: Did you go to summer school?
Austin: Yes lots of times, why?
Shawn: Nothing, no reason *supressed giggle*
*julia laughing even more now*

^well that was the high light of my day... yeah that must mean the day sucked judging my a 1 minute conversation was the best part of it...
1. i am with 5th graders and i think one of the counselors is a molestor cuz he was flirting with me...ewwww
2. i realized i left the necklace my daddy gave me at rons
3. the 5th grade girls are mean and form cliques (which i hate!!!)
4. i feel down during nature and i hurt now
5. i am tired for i woke up at 5:45 to read Bad Art Collection by JCV and i had to leave my house at 7:30
what fun...

meghan- why did you not tell me about your new mystery woman!!!!!! i know she is ok w/ justin but is justin ok w. her???? will he be hurt

susan- i love you

patrick- we like that same music, right?? YES WE DO!!!hahaha one more point on the quiz!!!!

austin- yes, austin is sexy, alex yes he is. *shawn and alex start giggling* and austin what are you eating? oooh is it a cinnamin bu?? yes i see *grabs big peice of it and devours*

ron- YOU NEVER WENT OUT WITH HER!?!? you said you guys were exes. it took you two years to get over her and you never went out. how can you say she cheated on you if you never went out??????? this is really cunfusing me and i don't think i can handle. and i really don't want to handle it or think about it. because quite frankly i think it's stoopid

gouge away

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Sha_Sha is V. nice and i love her. that is all i want to say before i go ranting on about what happened yesterday and last night...it was not cool that is all the smilies i'm using today...

well yesterday i went to washington dc w/ ronand i foubd a bottle of sensual lubricant on the ground and 2 used condoms...ewwww. well then we ate at Café Luna and it was marvelous. after that i got my manicure!!^.^!! then me ron and my pa went to the modern art muesam and i'll just say that ron was looking at other things besides modern art....

well then last night i was talking to ron on AIM and he sent me the song he wrote about our love and i started crying cuz it was really sweet then i told him to send me pictures of his ex, shelly. and i started crying cuz she was really pretty. then he sent me these songs he wrote about her when they broke up. then i figured out that he was in love with her, not just loved her, but IN love. he wanted to marry her. and for all this time we've been saying that we were each others first IN love with. and the song has to be changed becasue in it it says that "we never thought first love could ever last"

i feel like shit

i wrapped my hand around your heart...why did you tear my world apart?

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watching: Com Puter
listening to: SR71
mood: perky

well today was a day of days... one would think...well anyway things have been a bit busy latley with that world domination hobby i seem to have but YOUR NEED TO BE CONQURED BLEEDS OUT OF YOU! i love nny

well tomorrow is my horse show and i'm really excited but i'm really sad cuz i want to invite ron cuz i want him to see me on ma horsie, Tullio, but it's a girlie thing so ani and meg are coming
when i cantered today i lost one of my stirrups and then when i got it back on it went waaaaay too far bakk and that was really really scary

well i'm out i just want to say i love you ron and that you are one sexy hunk of loving that is very sexy and hunky and loving like

I AM MORE FEARFUL THAN BOOBERRY, FRANKENBERRY, AND COUNT CHOCULA FORMED TOGETHER TO FORM SOME MEGA ZORD OF TOOTH DECAY!!!

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