not sure.. still thinking about a lot of things .. one person can bring you down.. and then one person can light your day up like no other


i guess some are meant to be jerks and ruin ur day.. but whatever


there's always two ways of looking at things..it's whatever

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so.. raise you hand if your parents are divorced?


sucks to the fullest doesnt it... i've learned to slowly cope with it over the years and so has my mom. my dad however, took it really hard. i actually took it harder but i sucked it up and now im just fucked up in the head. :)

anyways.. tell me if this situation isnt the least awkward..

so my dad talks to this girl now.. shes young.. has 2 kids.. was married and then got divorced cuz her babies daddy walked out on here cuz shes a SLUT and she is DIRT!! .. yep she used to babysit me when i was little.. and when she had her last kid.. my mom wanted to adopt her son cause she wasn't sure about keeping him but she did.. and now that bitch dates my dad? HA!

my dad has been out a lot lately or hangin out with her.. but he still has the nerve to tell me that i go out too much and i need to stay home. WOW!!! HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE TOO BUSY WITH THAT HOE! DAMN!

he tells me that i can only hang with friends for 3 hours .. HAHAHAHA

that's it.. im done

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so lets see... the best things that happend in 2006..

i met soo much new people and a lot of new friends..

i may have lost contact but i kno they are still there

i ended a relationship that was over a year long.. and began a new one 6 months later.. and it's been the best decision of my life so far

i went to three funerals within two weeks.. i lost my grandparents and a good friend.. but i thank him everyday for bringing all of us together..

my mom got married, my dad found a boo, my sister got divorced and i changed bed rooms..

i had a few revaltions.. and i've been on the party side lately

but as for 2007

the main thing i'll be doing is listening to my dad, not letting anyone take me for granted, keeping my word, and dont take shit from anyone.

probably some other stuff

but oh well



happy new years nutang!

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i wanna fuck you..

akon feat. snoop dogg - i wanna fuck you


as the year is starting to wind down to 2007..things keep gettin worse! i knew this year was gonna be bad.. and i hope next year is a lot better.

so i got pulled over the other day and got my car searched because they thought they smelled burnt marjuana.. haha what a bunch of losers. too bad you didnt find it in my car bitches! >=(

it's been almost a month since travis has been gone.. damn and this is the 3rd sunday since he's been gone.. i think about you so much panama.. and my grandparents too. whenever i hear aaliyah - miss you .. i cant help to break down and cry.

BLAH!! i made a lot of new friends lately since P's been gone though.. panama hung out with a lot of different people.. and we definetly got to get to all know each other and shared all of our fine times with eachtoehr..

well anyways.. as for guys. hha they are real cool right now.. they are either playin too many games or not enoough.. ahha

laterzzz

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so these past couple of weeks have been the roughest in my life by far.

my grandfather passed away on 10/19 (not last thursday but the one before) and his funeral was the following monday. that whole week itself was rough, but i made it up by partying with my friends friday and saturday and seeing people that i havent seen lately. i ran into one of my friends that i hardly ever seen but i was tight with him, Travis Kresge aka Panama! friday i remember he wanted to dance with me sooo bad but i was too drunk to even say yes and i said no way ur too crazy!! because he really was! he was gettin freaky with the table, LOL. saturday night i really thought he was having fun.. we took tons of pictures together and he looked hot and fly as fuck. little did i know that he was going to take his own life away the following day. i wont say that he was a best friend, because if i was then i honestly think that i could've talked him out of it. a lot of people come to me with help and they do listen or take some mind into it.

i didn't go to school today because i was still hurting and i wanted to be there for my friends. yeah.. well after i thought i was feeling better after being with my friends i got a phone call from my cousin, sayin that my grandmother was in the hospital and that he doesnt think she's going to make it. as i got there they said she was gone.

its hard.. but all i can do is stay strong and be there for my friends and family.


me and travis on his last night out..im just happy that i got to see and be with him for a little. :(

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i'd have to say...

WEEZY F. BABY IS THE BEST RAPPER ALIVE!

DEFINITELY LOVE HIM!

... well i've been working and so.. saving up that chedda .. and i decided to go to the Up Close and Personal concert in kansas city on Sunday!

and i really did get up close and personal! well juts close.. i didnt get to meet them or nothign. I FUCKING WISH! .. so worth the money.

neyo is pretty fine himself too..

i didnt get any pics of chris brown cuz i was too busy singin to his songs!

.. that was my real man of the night though! tj is pretty much the best road trip partner so far .. thanks for making the trip possible by transportation!! ahah

SCHOOL IS A BITCH, WHATS NEW!

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