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a handful of you know how i was feeling yesterday. well this is good news now. i'm feeling better. 2 things that made my day yesterday: 1) Angel came back, last minute notice as usual. she ould tell i was feeling down but i avoided such topics. 2) i actually got an im from a former flame. i am such a lollipop (sucker) for flattery. i counted 4 times that he was hinting about how cute i look now.
sh*zzle, he's been spying on my friendster pics... eheheh.

dear golly gosh. school has been going ok but.. *sigh* i study really really really hard and when the test comes up it is just nutz. what in the world. *shakes head* i have to concentrate better

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there's a fact that i've read somewhere in a dream book. it was about how dreams have connections to the sub concious and concious. too bad it didn't mention about hmm, abstract oddities like Tupac Shakur. Well here goes a brief summary. I dreamt of a dead tupac with a bulletwound to his head telling me to tell everyone that a member in his "family" killed him. Odd. Dreams are just mysteries. I think it is time for me to lay off the MTV crack now.. Most definitely so.

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i hate the feeling of.. feeling as if ive did something stupid. and i wish i didn't feel like i did something stupid but i can't help it either way. ive been victimized by a word called vulnerability. ive allowed it to come in and out of my life even if it ends with unsatisfactory results. im trying... so hard just to please myself. one part of me is a spunky pleasing others act the other part is extremely shy and like i said, vulnerable. *sigh* all this will end in a couple of weeks. i blame it on the boy. he's the one that's made me look retrospectively inwards lately.

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just wanted to poast ahead of time. my aunt's letting me play on my ps2 now so i'll be doing that tonight and tommorow. FFX's the game. hmm, which reminds me. i oughta chage this template to tidus or yuna or both of em. sounds great, ne? ciao

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reminds me of that bohemian rhapsody song that's been stuck in my head. i feel really bad right now. well. so much for explaning things since i have a blog eh? ill go to sleep now. boo. g'nite.

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