'Cos Kevi's helping me try to be more positive instead of negative all the time! :o) Thanks Kevi! You're the best bud! Anywho...my day wasn't too bad...could've been betta though if I didn't have such a terrible headache. I've had one for about 2 days straight & lemme tell yah...IT SUCKS! I've taken naps & meds but it won't go away. I think it's all 'cos i'm stressing BIG TIME. But it will get betta! *Breathes in & out* Gotta be more positive & start smiling again! Man...Everytime I go out driving...I get scared or I don't like driving. It's not good 'cos I need to get my license by the end of May 'cos my permit expires at the end of May. I'm also very negative when it comes to driving 'cos I don't think I can do it. I always get nervous when other cars drive by me & I get scared & think of Mike. *Sighs* Wish me luck on the driving! I can't practice driving again til I have confidence in myself & I need it soon! Well i'm out for now! Night! :o) Love you all! And thanks a lot Kevi! :o) I miss yah bud!

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I stayed home today 'cos I didn't feel good when I woke up. I feel a lil betta now! Woo! I feel so lazy today. haha. When mom gets home, I'm gonna go out driving! Gots to practice! I'm hoping to get my license by the end of April or so! Wish me luck! :o) I also need to start exercising! Gots to get my tummy flat & shit for the prom! I'm excited but I have no date so that sucks...BIG TIME. There's someone I wanna ask but I'm not gonna go there. haha. I'm so bored! I'm trying to talk to Nate on AOL but I think he doesn't want anything to do w/ me now. That's what yah get when yah tell ppl how yah feel. Oh wells. Gotta get over it. I'm watching some thing on MTV where they are talking about Britney Spears's Onyx Hotel tour! Woo! I'm goin' on June 25th to Montage Mountain to see her! I'm pumped! :o) Only about 2 months left of school!!! YAY! Can't wait! I'm so sick of school! Plus...I wanna work on my tan! I'm as white as Snow White! It's not good! haha. Well...I think i'm done for now! Peace out y'all! :oP

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Where I just don't wanna be here. I feel like shit. I had to take PSSAs & the section we did was Math...my absolute worst subject. I didn't even kno 1/2 the shit so I was stressing big time. Which is prolly how I got my headache. :o( I took a nap for 2 hrs. & that still didn't help. I think i'm gettin' sick again too. Ugh...it all sucks. I also have someone on my mind. It sucks. I love him sOoOo much it hurts. But I can't be w/ him 'cos he's found someone else & he loves her very much. He's happy so I guess that's all that matters. Ugh...I feel stupid though. I had my chance w/ him & I didn't take it & now I regret it more than anything & would give anything to take it all back & be w/ him. Well MTV's "True Life" is on so i'm out. Night!

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