well, teh day started good. i wa sin a good mood, tanya was ni a good mood. then i drove myself home and hopped on the internet, i started to make this funny program. ill show ya all when im done, its hard to explain. but then i got a call to go pick sum1 up, no problem. i got there and looked for her for 5 minutes, and she was out front, we must have gone in a circle. but yea, tehn she was really, happy, and i mean REALLY HAPPY. but i still stopped and helped this guy out of a ditch. he was in there good. but i dropped her off and tehn she was upset. but i seem to cheer her up really well, really fast. i dunno why, or how, but i do, and it makes me feel better to know i can help someone. so i went to the game, and that made ehr ahppy again. so after beign shot down on a phone call, i went online and created a new xanga, i ahd a few things i needed to say to ppl. and that sounds bad, but it wasnt, they were good things. but i said sumtin to tristen, and i tried to keep it as friendly as possible but also hit a touchy nerve at the same time. i wanted him to realize that his choices ahve effects on ppl, cuz he didnt know that last year!!! but i wanted him to get a hint, but nicly, and i hope tanya aint mad at me for doing so, i hope she isnt. i hope she feels better, and i hope we can all just stop using xanga even if tristan is on it. he makes you this sad, then avoiding it doesnt seem like that bad of a decision.


and btw, i was joking about being shot down on the phone.

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eh, very good day, i spent about 6 and a half hours with this special person. and i still didnt want to go, but life is full of goodbyes. oh well, ill see her tommarow, i hope her cat is ok, i know how it feels to lose a pet. it sux, and im still in the process of getting used to this site and customizing my own. soooo, doint get used to it, cuz it aint gonna stay like this for long.

and for you, feel better, get better, and i will see you tommarow.

i will find more interesting stuff to post here, like my ftp site, since i just got that working, but i dont want to make that public to everyone, only a select few ppl.

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theres this girl who is sitting next to me who means the world to me. she is this amazingly hot and funny person. she may not tihnk so, but she has the best personnality, and humor and she can cheer me up whenever she is around. i respect her more than anyone else, and she knows this. she makes me nervous, the only hting in the world that seems ot make me nervous, is her, and i freeze up around her, but thats ok, i still am me. she is the girl of my dreams, whether she knows it or not, and i finally have a chance. i am making hte best of it, and ive fallen in love doing so. (after reading this she calls me an ass, but then she kissed me and it made me feel great!)

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