i open my eyes
i tried to see but i'm blinded
by the white light

i can't remember how?
i can't remember why?
i'm lying here tonight

and i can't stand the pain
and i can't make it go away
no,i can't stand the pain

how could this happen to me?
i've make my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on

as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound
but no one hears me

i slipping off the edge
i haging by a thread
i wanna start this all over again!

so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
and i can't explain what happened
and i cant erase the things that i've done,no i can't

how could this happen to me?
i've make my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on

as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

i've make my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on

as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?



this is how i feel.

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ok.i am feeling so down now..a lot of things are goin on in my mind now..
i am feeling so stress.about relationship and studies.
my life really screwed up.i really don't know wad i can do.
wad i can do is to let it be...u have ur own life.
i shall not get into ur personal life.friends are important to u.
perhaps i'm not as important.i donnoe.
i shall control my emotions.
O's is getting nearer and nearer.but after O's i think i am going to get on with my life alone?i donnoe..so yeah.B.study hard and get good results.if u have any problems or questions about ur studies.ask him to teach.i think he's capable of helping u to achieve good results.no offence.yeah.jus hope that he is able to help u out..
maybe i shall try rely on myself but not my friends and others.
ok.end my entry here.bye....
and i am afraid that one day i really cant tollerate and burst.yeah.

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seriously i feel that my life sucks.
i donnoe why i will feel this way.everything's not goin smoothly for me.
have a bad start for today.everthing sucks.
ok.i shall stay at home and rot today.
B.have fun goin out to study.yeah.
bye.

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hey.ok its kinda late now but i am still awake.
had my maths paper 1 today and its was quite alright i suppose?
i hope that i will be able to do well for that paper.yeah.
reached home at around 10 plus in the morning.which also means that i spent only a few hours in sch today.had a nap
woke up and finished up my tuition homework.
used the computer and then got ready for my tuition.
luckily there is no paper tomorrow.but there is teacher's day celebration.
would be able to see some friends like steffi whom i have not met her for like months?or even a year?i donnoe.but yeah.and of course the others, i suppose?
ok.i shall end my post here and get to sleep as i still have to wake up that early..
so yeah.goodnight everyone and i love my Girlfriend.eunysekwok..

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well well.i am back from my s.s paper!
guess wad?i screwed it up man!totally couldn't understand wad the souce base questions is talking about.as for the srtucture part.well,i jus write wad's in my mind.i have to admit i didn't study for it.but yeah.i promise i will not do the same for my O's..

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argh!
i am like trying to memorise my s.s notes now but nothing seems to get into my mind! i think i will fail my s.s badly! i am like doin last min studying for this and i have to blame myself for this.B is having her eng paper now and i hope she will do well in her exams.i must really start studying. god bless me.i wan to get good results for my O's..and i am goin to bathe now and get ready to go to school.so everyone wish me luck alright?bye..and i love eunyse kwok peishan!
something's keep goin on in my mind..argh.god bless..

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