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the index card | something i found on someones xanga Saturday. 5.7.05 10:11 am "somewhere between all the laughs long talks stupid little fights the jokes all the lies the rumors and the crying - - - > I fell in love < - - -" its funny thats exactly what happened with taylor and nick the laughs of course those two were hillarious and ive never had longer talks with anyone else except for wendy will and sarah and they joked around sooo much they lied to me, too, though oh yes they did taylor didnt ever tell me he liked me nick didnt even like me while we were making out and soo many rumors dont even want to start with them they were crazy but really the point is isnt that usually what happens? you get soo close with someone so close that you fall in love with them but wait ive always heard that you only fall in love once i dont think thats true i think you fall in love as many times as it takes until you find that one perfect one and that one perfect one is someone who has some traits of all the other perfect ones plus alot of traits of his own and thats why you love him becuz he reminds you of when you loved all those other times you fell in love hannah Comment! (5) | Recommend! more things ive been thinking about Friday. 5.6.05 11:32 pm well, this is what ive been thinking about mostly at the begining of the year i was best friends with scott will wendy evan ronnie ali kendra brooke sarah jessica omg the list could go on and on and on one more time but now the list is (from that list only becuz i have more good friends than just these four even though they rock) scott wendy ronnie kendra im not sure what it is ive become best friends with alot of people nick dakota well those are the only two that come to mind but w/e but i just cant stay friends with them im not sure what it is but the person i most regret not staying friends with is will how i miss that kid i remember at the begining of the year how we would be on the phone sooooo much it wasnt even funny how much we were on the phone it was like that w/me and taylor everyday after school we would be on the phone and it was like that w/me and will but i dont no where it went wrong wait i lied i do no when i told him i liked him that was the last time i was really on the phone with him sad i no sad enough that i almost almost started crying on the bus back home from amarillo today but i didnt comment if you want me to still write in here hannah Comment! (0) | Recommend! what i want Wednesday. 5.4.05 8:13 pm the guys i like like really like are the ones i cant have thats what i want someone who duznt want me noo i want to want someone who duznt want me thats what i want no matter how crazy it seems i want that feeling in my stumach the butterflies and the running to the bathroom cuz i think im gonna be sick everytime he tells me he likes her no i dont want him to be mine no thats the last thing i want i want to be his w/out him being mine hey u perves!! dont think that! i meant i want to like him w/out him liking me that much at least more like best friends like me n nick were or me n taylor wow those were great i liked them so much and they liked me to more in a brother/sister way though but who cares cuz i was happy even though in a saddish way i was really happy i want someone i want that duznt want me back comment hannah edit;; what i need though is a whole nother story Comment! (0) | Recommend! clinginess Wednesday. 5.4.05 6:05 pm eww hest starting to get really clingy ack i mean hes real sweet of course he is but hes reaaaal clingy and its kinda creepin me out to be honest and i dont like it much no i dont like it at all ugh im like shivering cuz its really creeping me out i need to go take a bubble bath and un creep myself out comment hannah Comment! (0) | Recommend! some things ive been thinking about... Wednesday. 5.4.05 10:16 am my list 1. the type of guys i like; 'bad' boys; usually some of the sweetest guys on the whole flippin planet except there not the "right type of guys" 'nerdy' boys; the ones that most people just say EW! to and wont even give them a chance there usually pretty nice to and alot of the times pretty funny but there not to "good for my reputation" 'skater' boys; i love these guys i really do and so duz everyone else these are the kinda guys that everyone wants me to like the 'everyone elses' boys; the guys that everyone likes that i should like cuz i need to be kool they might kinda fit in the 'skater' boys but i think the skater boys would really fit in here 2.i can trust nutang way better than xanga; becuz if i say wat i really wanna say on xanga then everyone knows it and it could start alot of drama and its just completely retarded 3.i need to stop looking for the 'ryan' guy; explanation; brookes bfs name is ryan they have a perfect relationship and hes really great for her and shes really great for him and ever sense nick ive been looking for someone someone i can like as much as much as i liked taylor and nick and as much as brooke likes ryan but when i look for him i never can seem to find him its almost impossible 4.im way to picky; not w/food anymore though thank goodness just w/guys which is just as bad well almost cuz i wont starve to death if i dont have that perfect bf like i would w/food but anyways im way to picky im always looking for that one perfect guy the one sweet as austin and austin isnt that bad looking eather at least me n wendy n ashley dont think so ((his hairs to hawt to call him ugly)) but i got the feeling you know that he wasnt right or at least right for jr high yesterday when he gave me a hug it was a crappy hug the crappiest hug ive ever had and hugs mean a whole flippin lot to me at least the kinda hugs i like are the big hugs not the side hugs or the both arms hugs where he only puts his arms around you and duznt really hug you the hugs that i like are the evan hugs no matter how sad that sounds because evans a huge jerk but he gives the best hugs the complete hugs the kinda hugs i want and kendra said those are the kinda hugs tanner gives but i have to move on from that topic 5.ive been needing summer to hurry up and come ever sense spring break; i dont just want summer i need it this is what? the 5th day ive missed sense xmas break and i hate it but yesterday was to much way to much i didnt make call backs i left my math book and my science book at school i lost my purse people still wont shut up about me and austin ms martin gave 3rd prd and only 3rd prd all the assesments for ch. 2 and we werent even being that bad she just hates our class she loves everyone else but its like her time of the day or somethin in 3rd prd 6.i came up w/a good phrase last night; lets all just go stick our heads in a bucket of ice and chill out oh you know its good and you know you love it so why cant i go stick my head in a bucket of ice nd chill out cuz im failing math almost failing science gah 7.you need to comment me; why? cuz i love you 8.love always to you; hannah 9.edit; wow this movie is heart breaking do you know what movie it is? jack and the beanstalk its not only heart breaking but its heart wrenching too and its the perfect movie for today all rainy and grey the perfect weather for walking w/someone that i like or for a dvd and sweatpants day which is kinda what im having except im in jazz pants not sweatpants and my hairs a mess and i have my stupid makeup still on from last night and i dont have any makeup remover stuff becuz i never wear makeup eww what if i get a sty? cuz jordan did sties for his disease for science and if you dont take off eye makeup then you can get sties aahh would that suck or what? yea that would suck just as bad as being sick duz grr Comment! (0) | Recommend! bryan Wednesday. 4.27.05 8:46 pm awh i love this kid! even though hes like 2 years older than me so i cant really call him a "kid" oh well xX bOys z LiE x0: it was sooo wierd 2day Hey Culligen Man: wut was xX bOys z LiE x0: like when we were in home room watching the band and alot of us went down 2 the front i went down and i was talkin 2 wendy and she was like ali wants 2 talk 2 u and i was like bout wat? and she turned around real fast and i was thinkin johns gonna brake up w/me and then at lunch ali came over and she was like hannah john said he was gonna break up w/u. and i was just like yea i no and she was like oh im sry but she seemed like super super super happy... cuz u no she went out w/him but she broke up w/him n stuff n she was mad when i went out w/him and stuff so yea... i like new he was gonna break up w/him but everyones telling me i should break up w/him b4 he breaks up w/me Hey Culligen Man: o Hey Culligen Man: im sry xX bOys z LiE x0: its ok xX bOys z LiE x0: i new he was gonna break up w/me newayz xX bOys z LiE x0: its not surprising so it duznt really make me sad or nething Hey Culligen Man: o Hey Culligen Man: well still xX bOys z LiE x0: well idk xX bOys z LiE x0: im thinkin bout breaking up w/him xX bOys z LiE x0: but im kinda scarred 2 xX bOys z LiE x0: u no? Hey Culligen Man: wait i thot he did break up w/ u xX bOys z LiE x0: noo xX bOys z LiE x0: everyones saying hes goin 2 Hey Culligen Man: o Hey Culligen Man: ask him if he is xX bOys z LiE x0: idk Hey Culligen Man: thats wut i would do xX bOys z LiE x0: im so scarred 2 cal him tho xX bOys z LiE x0: *call Hey Culligen Man: well its either that or wait for him to Hey Culligen Man: well here wuts his # Hey Culligen Man: ill do it xX bOys z LiE x0: lol 5778735 or.....7880132 Hey Culligen Man: which is his cell xX bOys z LiE x0: the first one xX bOys z LiE x0: but he like never answers Hey Culligen Man: wtf xX bOys z LiE x0: ? Hey Culligen Man: its busy xX bOys z LiE x0: his cell? Hey Culligen Man: and his anwsering machine is weird Hey Culligen Man: his house ooh gosh he rox even though john didnt answer his phone lol awh i love that kid hannah Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
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