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S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Sumin Sumin Bout Me xxJillybaberzxx Age. 36 Gender. Female Ethnicity. White Location Gillett, PA School. Other » More info. Muh Chicas and Chicos Some AWESOME Links Muh Latest Name Acronym Muh Icons My Love Is Like...Woah What Makes Me Sexy Subscribe To Me! Subscribe to this to blog if you would like to be emailed whenever it is updated. | *cheers* It's all over! *clap clap clap* Friday, May 27, 2005 ummmm..yeah Okay. It's a little softball cheer going on but thats okay. Actually, I got it from when our football team was actually good and like used to win every friggin game. But even the best fall down sometimes...right? Right! Anyhoo! Im really tired, and today was my offical last day of high for the rest of my life. It makes me sad. It's not like Im going to miss school, Im going to college, which is a new reality, but I definatly am thinking right now..where did my life go? I mean, it feels like just yesterday I was watching Saved By the Bell, and like..wishing I was them..being in high school, and now I just lived it all? Does that not freak anyone else out? I mean, not only is that part of our lives over with, but we cant have it back, and pretty soon, we'll be old, have grandkids, and thinking about our families, when to retire, and then we die. It makes me step back and go, omg... I only have like what..less then a 100 years to live? Life is too short. Yeah, Ill be the first one to admit that I have made some mistakes, but that doesnt mean that they those mistakes havent made me a stonger person because they have. I mean, I let go of a lot of people because they werent healthy for me in my life. No way at all! Im a better person...well not really. Im just still really a bitch, but I had a rough last year or two... so Im trying to get back on the wagon and make everything better for me. I didnt cry today...amazingly enough. Ill cry on graduation though. Definatly! I mean, there will just too many people that Ill wanna give a hug and be like, I love you forever and dont ever leave me! Lol! Like Tabby! I mean...I love that girl to pieces and we have been through more shit than anyone I fucking know! I love her so much, and I dont want to lose her, but she is going to Messiah, and like in a year..Im going to Ohio! That scares me right there. I mean... it's friggin scary. Im never ever gonna talk to some of these people again? Oh the game last night, made me realize all that. It was friggin crazy. We stood out in the center field..all of us..for 20 minutes, just crying, hugging each other, and saying how proud we were of each other, and it's all like a sisterly love. I love it.. We lost last night... 1 to 2. Which...kinda makes me sad. Well it does make me sad.. and they...I wont talk about it. It just makes me mad. Moving on!
Monday..Im getting up at 3, to get ready to go to TROY, to go on the senior trip. I cant friggin wait! It is going to be so much fun hanging out with Tabby, Jessica, Asti, Levii and all my other gal pals. We are going to have so much fun getting tats and piercings and shit! Getting into trouble. Remmy Lev, you gotta help me from the oxygen bar. lol It's going to be a flipping blast. Im glad there is only 55 of us going. It kinda..sucks, but like, someone I dont want going that are, but its better than someone people that could be going right? right! Oh man, I cant wait.. Im going shopping with my mommy for the senior trip tomorrow. I think my grandma is going so it should be lots of fun! It ususally is with those two around. My mom and I got into a fight last night, which Im really trying to understand her, but..it just.. I dunno. It's weird. I love her to pieces, but I just want her to let me go...ya know? Im so glad she has been here through the years though, I dunno what I have done without her. I couldnt imagine her not being around, and for so many people, they have that problem, and I feel horrible for them, and it makes me feel selfish. If my mom wasnt here for prom, to see me graduate...or something, Id friggin cry like everyday. Well, I cant say that. My mom wouldnt want me to cry all the time because I know she's be around me when everything happened. I love ghost and spirits...UGH! I love it..Im gonna go.. Peace out! 0 Comments.
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