i'm sittin in science, jus stopped to say hey, kuz i got nuttin else to do with my time. i gotta go, someone's waitin for this comp, since her's didn't have a mouse ball. heheheeh that's sounds so wrong. love ya'll. ~Tha Trouble Maker~

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i hung out with my wifey (Jackerfacer), my baby (Doug), and jackerfacer's bf, John. we went to the king of prussia mall, and then to doug's house and then to the wentz run park, jus runnin around like the goofballs that we are. ~when we were at my baby's house, doug and john decided to rearrange doug's room, and while they did that, jackie and i laid our lazy asses on doug's bed. even when they moved the bed, we didn't move..until later. hehe, kuz we felt bad. ~then we went to the park, jackie and i got into two "fights," which always ends in a big bear hug. - - - - - - Law called me yesterday, he's like what'd u do today? and i told him that we were all hangin out. he's like ahh, why didn't u invite me? i told him that we jus wanted the four of us to chill. then he got quiet, and spoke in a very sad, gloomy voice, and sed i gotta go. (he called ME, and decides to leave??) what the f*ck?! - - - - - - When i told Law on sat night, that doug and i were back together, he got quiet...and pissy. (male PMS, much?!??!) argh, w/e. my baby's comin by today after work! yay~ i can't wait to see him [: well that's it for now. check my reading section for new compositions. love ya'll!! ~~Mackerfacer~~ aka Maymay

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..and maybe we're both on the rebound or whatnot, but i'm willin to take that risk, i guess. i don't know what i wanna do about this, but i guess i'll have to take it slow with whoever i am with...not jus Brian, with anyone and everyone. and i mean it this time. (we're jus dating...) onto other things, i've been so sleepy lately, even though i went to sleep at 9 last night, i still fell asleep in 4th, 5/6th, 8/9th, and 10th. (my regular sleeping periods) lol. maybe it's the school stress, and college. god (DUMPLINGS) help me. someone wrote my xanga (anonymously) that.... : just a friendly warning: be careful with doug, dont get too caught up in his exaggerated emotions : joke all you want, but im serious, heed the warning. hes not mentally stable. oh well, why do i bother, have a nice day : just hate to see another person get hurt : Doug is not a bad person. ~~ a lil odd, but appreciative, nonetheless. write more later. love ya guys~~

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and it's so weird, because my horoscope sed this for Tuesday, October 12th:

Love and romance aren't just part of your life today, Mayo; they're your whole life. If you're single, an exciting new potential partner could have your senses reeling. If you're currently involved, recent events may have created such a powerful bond between you and your beloved that at this point you may think it'll never end. Consider what led up to this feeling and discern ways to continually re-create it. This can only be of benefit. Follow your heart!

wow, right??

anyway, doug's comin over today after work. i can't wait to see him. for anyone out there reading this: can u people make sure i keep up on my schoolwork? sometimes i get so caught up n the fact that i get to hang out with him or whatnot, that i forget to do homework.

my best friend is gonna get published!!!!!! she entered her poem into a contest, and she is now a semi-finalist. if she wins, she could receive 1,000 dollars, and if she wins the annual grand prize, she gonna be rich, kuz it's worth 10,000! good luck, wifey! :]

nothing else to update on, i guess. so leave some love! love ya'll, byebye


EDIT:
I am: sitting in computer class with one of my students
Listening to: everyone typing…it’s a very sexy sound!
Thinking about: my baby darlin, Doug
Dreamt about: what it would be like to live in an apartment with Doug
Last person I talked to: Jackie, my best friend (the one that entered a poem…)
Wearing: gray sweatpants that Kelly gave me, a blue CK t-shirt, and my boyfriend’s Center for Technical Studies sweatshirt. Hehe I stole it.
My hair: is in a messy bun
Shoes: my messed up Timberlands
Excited about: seeing my boyfriend after school today

love you!! byee for now.

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my bf went to canada over the columbus day weekend (since friday morning, and he came home late last night.) i was talkin to his best friend law last night, and i sed make sure to tell him that i love him and i missed him. i jus took my fone out (to turn it off, since i'm in school), and i realized that i had a text message. it was a message from law and he sed: doug says he missed you, and canada sucked without you. (doug drives him to school.)

~My daddi is leaving for Korea right about now. my mommie is gonna drive him to tha airport, and he's stayin for about 2 weeks. thank god i have friends that drive, kuz my dad sed that while he's away, i'm not allowed to drive, but i can have someone pick me up to go out, and have someone sleep over, since my gramma will be stayin wit me. (she's staying since everytime my daddie goes away, something always happens to me. last time he was gone, i got a rele bad tummyache...i was in tears.) i hope he gets there okay. *pray with me for a sec?*

~My sister jus took her midterms in law school, and her essay had no grade on it, it jus sed See Me, with absolutely no markings on tha paper whatsoever. she told me that the professor grades essays with a good, average or see me....i hope her "see me" is a good one..like exceptionally good work or something. she's so smart, it can't be anything bad...right???

~i'm sitting in computer class with Jurell, one of my A01 kids. the teacher's a fricking ugly woman!! hahahaha

Love always, Mrs. Rutter aka Mackerfacer aka May (and for those of you that don't know me, that IS my real name)
ps: the teacher jus passed behind me, i think she saw the comment i wrote about her. hahahahahaha LMAO. love ya'll, byee

~~~ Like the new Nutang? I gotta go. Leave some love! (thanks for tha addition, jackerfacer!) :]

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i'm pissed as anything. my friend law decided to tell me that him and john (who happen to be my boyfriend's two best friends), don't think doug and i will last. (doug is my bf...in case no one knew). it makes me feel so upset, because i finally find someone that i'm happy with, and i happen to get along with. i would like for my friends to be happy for me, too, but i guess that's jus too much to ask, huh?? anyway, i would be updating on xanga(http://www.xanga.com/xi_foreverloved_ix/), but it's filtered at my school, long story. let me know if u want me to post the story on here, kuz i can. someone give me some advice about how to deal with this shit! i mean, normally, i wudn't care what other people think, but it hurts more, seeing as how it's coming from his two best friends. (let me explain, doug is a so-called "rocker" - i don't like labels - and i dress preppy-ish, but i'm not, i'm not the popular chick, head cheerleader or anything. and law and john think that since we come from totally opposite sides of the spectrum, and we have so many differences, that our relationship isn't gonna last. when i asked how long it could last, law sed 6-7 months, 8 months tops.) help me! ~Confused and Pissed. In need of some rele rele good advice.

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