Ok here it goes. Friday night i went over to Travis' which is a friend of Charles. we were all drinkin but i was the most sober one out of the bunch and there were only four of us. thats bad. i only had one drink. charles had drink a case of bud light and then started taking shots of aritocrat vodke and chasin them with bud light then decided he ws goin to pop two zantax. that right there was enough to piss me off. then he said he had to piss so he stood up out of the chair and fell down three times before he could stand up long enough to walk across the yard. finally he made it to the green house and stopped to take a piss and the next thing we know we hear this loud ass crash. so me and travis take off runnin to find charles laid out on the ground. he had fallen face first through a glass door. so me and travis picked him up and walked him over to the chair and sat him down. travis cleaned the blood off of his face and i pulled the gravel and glass out of it. then charles started talkin shit about how he took another girl to this party last weekend and how much fun he had and i was like ok as long as u had fun thats all that matters because i didnt feel like arguing with him because he was drunk. well then he started accusing me of trying to fuck travis. i was like oh yea hes 31 and has two kids.........im really trying to fuck him. what a dumbass. so we put him to bed. then saturday morning i left and came home and decided to go back over there saturday night so i could talk to charles. we talked about everything and decided it was best for us just to be friends. well everything was fine until travis' brother chyanne started shit. chy had invited some girl over and she had brought her sister and they were trying to hook travis up with her but he said he didnt want anything to do with her cuz she had 5 kids. that pissed the girls off so they wanted to leave. and that pissed chy off that his girl was leaving and he couldnt get a piece of ass so he started running his mouth and talking shit and then their parents jumped in it because they both live at home with their mom and dad. well hid dad told travis to get the fuck out of his house and take his kids with him. because his two daughters were visiting. well then me my cousin dustin, brittany and heather all piled in my car and travis and charles got in charles' truck. we were on our way to my house when the cell phone rang. it was travis' ex wife wanting me to bring her kids to some convenient store and wait for her so we turned around and took the girls there. well when she got there she was going off on me for no reason and when charles and travis tried to jump in and defend me she got even more pissed off and called the cops. well travis and charles decide they are goin to leave and she tells the cops their leaving and gives them our tag numbers so me and dustin jumped in my car and took off behind charkes and travis. well we lost them on the way home and when we got home they got here like 10 minutes later. needless to say everyone was pissed. travis was talkin about killin his dad and his brother and i was like dude let it go it will be all forgotten tomorrow. but of course it wasnt. sunday it was still being brought up byt his parents and they told him he still had to move out. well that was my weekend and i have to say that has to be the most exciting weekend i have had in a long time hell maybe even ever. i do know one thing though i never want to have another one like that. it was way too much drama for me. more drama than i ever had to deal with in wakefield. but on a happier note. im dating will again. he asked me back out yesterday and i was like hell yea. i was so happy. my heart skipped a beat when he asked me. that was probably the only good thing that came out of this weekend. i am spending fourth of july with him and i cant wait. fireworks......thats so romantic. YAY!!!!!!!! well i am gonna go now but i will write more later. peace out. heather

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listening to: rascal flatts mood: tired and confused ok i have a little bit of a problem. i am dating this guy named charles. he is really sweet. i have been dating him for about 3 weeks. he's 26 and im 18. thats not the problem though. my ex boyfriend will who is also 18 has a bit of a problem with me dating charles. i broke up with will about 3 and a half weeks ago and the reason i broke up with him is because of charles. will tells me everyday that he still loves me and that he wants to be with me for the rest of his life. he tells me all the time that he would do anything in the world for me even die for me if he had to. and that is so sweet. i love will to death. he is such a sweet person. the only problem there is that he lives 2 and a half hours away and im am sick of the long distance relationship. charles on the other hand only lives 10 minutes away. everyone seems to think that i am only with charles because he is closer and i can get all the affection i need where as with will it wasnt happening. i wasnt getting the affection i needed when i was dating will. im not real sure if thats the case or not. i mean i really like charles but i am not sure if everybody is right. i dont know what to do because like i said i love will to death he has my whole heart and even if i ever wanted to give my heart to charles i dont think it would be possible because will has it. im not sure that i will ever be able to give my heart to anyone else. if there is anyone out there that has some advice or thinks they can help please feel free to comment. it would be greatly appreciated. thanx. heather

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watching: channel surfing listening to: television mood: worn out, tired Ok i am new to this site so it might take me a little while to get used to everything. Just bare with me. I had a journal on live journal but that site kind of sucks so i decided to change to this one. i have friends that use this site and it seems pretty kool. I wanna give a shout out to all my peeps at Sussex and tell everyone in the class of '04' congrats but '03' was so much better. Lol. Well i have to go to work now but i will write again later. Peace out. Heather

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