watching: msn wishing that who I love is online listening to: the sound of pain and sadness mood: depressed, sad, upset, regretful, and wishing who I love is here so she can see in my eyes mood: I Had an argument with someone who means the world to me, who is everything to me and I feel awful. Tonight is hell, right now is hell because I argued with someone who I love heart and soul, I just wish that she knew that I would do anything for her, and I care about her more than I can ever say and more than she knows. I think about her every waking moment, I love everything about her, I love so many things it would take me forever to name them all and what I love about the things she does. She is perfect. I wish I could have this night over again, I wish I could change it, and I wish she wants to meet me as much as I want to meet her. You know who you are and I love you 1 million times more than you can imagine.

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Hi world, yeah liverpool won yesterday and could have won by more which is cool. Today I caught up with my sister who is down from hobart for a few days. We talked a bit about the man u v liverpool game because she supports them and because man u won too lol. Enough about football, I'm trying to find the meaning of life, and the answer to that question is what I was hoping to find out while studying philosophy but I havent come across it yet, maybe I will soon though. I got a comment from a friend today that I was looking very good and healthy, which is nice. I went for a run today even though the weather was not very good, it rained a bit and was cloudy most of the day. I watched a bit of australian idol tonight on tv, it was ok I dont usually watch it, the judges were a bit mean to the singers though I thought. Anyway, I'm talking to my favourite person to talk to who is from sweden right now so I think that is all for my entry today, cya world

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hi diary, it's been a day of trying to get things done to do with philosophy because I have an essay due next friday so I am deciding if I will do sartre or descartes for my essay. Today I did some reading for the essay and also went to see a movie, I also did some golf practice after and then called a special friend from sweden and had a nice conversation on the phone with her and am on the net. I have some iced coffee in front of me now, I havent had iced coffee in ages but I got some yesterday and I have realised what I have been missing lol. I had some last night before I went to bed and it didn't keep me awake which is strange because coffee is supposed to have caffiene in it but I guess iced coffee doesn't lol. I dont drink coffee or tea but this is ok. my sis is down from hobart so I might go and say hi to her tommorow. There are no liverpool games from england here on tv tonight which is quite annoying, they have hardly played any of liverpools games so far this season live, only the one against man u which they had to show because it's liverpool v man u and they showed the tottenham game a few weeks ago, and the champions league game against monaco, thats all though lol, it's not like it's some small club lol. I also read my star sign for the next year today and it said I am going to be in demand from everywhere which is cool I guess lol. It said that I am going to be invited to stay with a friend overseas and I might also learn some of a new language. I wish it could be sweden that place, linkoping, maybe? I dunno where it could be but that would be really cool if it was because there is someone I would love to see in person there. I am also listening to a song I downloaded tonight right now, it's good. Anyway, thats all I feel like saying today, cya diary

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watching: myself spinning around listening to: the cat empire mood: slightly somber. hi diary, I have been doing some reading for a philosophy essay tonight, I have been reading about descartes' who is a philosopher from the 16th century. He sort of has similar views to the idea of the matrix, where the body is seperate from the mind, like how can we tell that we are not dreaming? how can we tell that as we sit here right now we are not dreaming? he explains about that, it's interesting. Much more interesting than some of the other philosophers I have studied this semester. I have had an ok day, not that great, I have been thinking about a very good friend from sweden a lot and thinking about things that happened yesterday, and things that she said, that I said. I am also expecting a package of a couple of shirts I got from the net last weekend, and I am hoping that they fit really well when they get here, you never can tell with stuff from the net 100%, I think they will be fine though. The weather here is starting to get warmer in the day, it's still really cold at night though. It will be a couple of months until the hot weather gets here. I also played some football today and did some food shopping. We are having an election here in australia in about 2 weeks so there are tv election ads all over the place. I am missing my after ten talk with a very good friend a lot, more each day. My sister is up from hobart at the moment which is about two hours from the city I live and so I will go and say hi to her on the weekend. Anyway, thats ya lot diary, cya later

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Hi diary, today I played golf in a tournament and played pretty well, I was 4 over par for the round and 4 over on the par fives so my score could have been a bit better, should have been 4 under on the par fives instead. Anyway, I also watched the champions league show on tv here in australia. I am so pleased that liverpool beat monaco so well, they are playing great football. I also went for a run and had a talk about whether ripped jeans look good or not with a very good friend from sweden on the net tonight. Why rip perfectly good jeans just to be fashionable? If they were being worn by someone who is very beautiful like ceci they would look good but anything would look good on her lol. If they are ripped a little bit they look ok I guess, but I don't think they need to be ripped to look good. I am sitting here munching some chocolate biscuits and I have ordered a shirt from the net tonight, a few mins ago, so I am feeling the 'just bought new shirt on the net and hope it fits and looks as good as I hope when I get it in the mail' feeling right now lol. It looked really good in the pic anyway lol. anyway, I'm off, have things to do people to see, well maybe not at midnight but run out of things to say and dont want to start rambling, ciao diary

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hi diary again, I have had an ok night, I just got off the phone with someone very special to me from sweden, the most beautiful girl ever. It was so nice to hear her beautiful voice. I wish she was here so much, I wish she was here right now. The weather is getting a bit warmer here, not quite as cold as usual. I am off to bed very soon, I wish I could call the most beautiful girl ever for our after ten conversation which I miss so much but she will be out. So I will continue to miss our usual after ten talk very much. I am off to bed, cya diary.

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