Avril Lavigne: Unwanted
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
[chorus (2x)]
Make me go away
Make me go away
listening to: me, myself, and i
mood: retarded, confused, fucked up
today i had apologize to two ppl that i blammed them for something that they didnt do. for the first person that i apologize to, it felt like i didnt mean the apology cuz i started to cry my voice was all shakey like, and it felt that when i cried it showed weakness or another form of fear so thats y my apology didnt seem right. and when i did cry it showed that i wanted that person to feel sorry and just hope that she would actually accept my apology. and once i did apologize i realized that my apology was all messed up cuz i started to cry and all these different thoughts were all n my mind. and for the second person it didnt seem like as was afraid as the first i was wondering if i wasnt scared whne i had apologize to the first person my apology would probably be a little more decent but if i wasnt afraid and if my apology was actually decent i would still think that my apology wouldnt be good enuff because i blammed those two ppl for something that they didnt do and it was all my fault. fuck sumtimes i wish i could just start over w/ my apology and if i do i probably wouldnt apologize again even though i did the first time and since i did apologize it feels like im not carrying a weight on my shoulder ne more. the reason y i did apologize to them was that i know it was wrong to blame them and that even though they dont accept my apology it was for me to let them know that i am sorry for blamming them for sumthing that they didnt do so yeah hmm.
hmm. i know u ppl are reading my site the reason y i put that GOT RICE song was that i had assumptions of u pple reading it i hear portions of my entry read out loud so thats one reason to put the GOT RICE song out there cuz i know all y'all think im racist and im not so i put that out there and wut ya know i hear u ppl say 'o she is racist' blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
u know wut i think the reason y u ppl r readin my shit is so that u could try to find more crap about me to talk more shit that probably it yeah i know its a website and all and its for the public eye and all but i dotn knw how the hell u ppl knew my site maybe cuz my sister keeps tellin ppl to look at her site and she has a link that can go to mine but wutever....hmmm.
i got this excerpt from a book that one of my aunts gave to me. I like it so i decided to put it on here so yeah here it is...
When sum1 comes n2 ur life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need u have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have com to assist u thru a difficulty, to provide u w/ guidance or spritiually. They may seem like a godsend, & they are. They are there for the reason u need them 2 b.
Then, w/out ne wrongdoing on ur part at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do sumthing 2 bring the realationship to an end. Sumtimes they die. Sumtimes they act up or out & force u to take a stand. Wut we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer u sent up has been answered & it is time to move on.
When ppl come n2 ur life for a season, it is bcuz ur turn has come to share, grow or learn. They may bring u an xperience of peace or make u laugh. They may teach u sumthing u have never done. They usually give u an unbelievable amount of joy. Blieve it. It is for real. But only for a season.
Lifetime relationship teach u lifetime lessons; those things u must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Ur job is to accept the lesson, love the person or ppl; & put wut u have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of ur life.
People come n2 ur life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. It's up to u to figure it out & to get to the most from that relationship, that it was meant to give u.
I wanna run into someones arms
Lie on a bed of roses
I wanna feel just like juliet
I wanna fall in love
I've got a feeling
Everybody wants someone to love
Somebody they can trust
Somebody they can touch
Everybody wants to give their heart away
Everybody needs a little tenderness
To feel understood
To feel passionate
Everybody wants to be in love this way
Everybody wants to be in love this way
I know I do what about you
I wanna be somebody's baby
I want to cry and still feel beautiful
Maybe I really just wanna be myself
I'm not the only one
I got a feeling
Everybody wants someonne to love
Somebody they can trust
Somebody they can touch
Everybody wants to give their heart away
Everybody needs a little tenderness
To feel understood
To feel passionate
Everybody wants to be in love this way
Everybody wants to be in love this way
I know I do
What about you
I do I do doesn't everybody wanna give their heart away
I do I do dosen't everybody wanna be in love this way
Cause I do
I wanna feel like an angel
I want to fly on a beam of moonlight
I wanna see heaven from the inside
I wanna feel just like juliet
Juliet juliet
watching: rite now nothing listening to: a song that my sis is playing mood: retarded
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WHOS A DUMBASS? HAHA
omg i was playing that deffjam game again and i guess when i made my character and i wrote my name but i didnt realize that i put a 2 nstead of a Z n mah name but wutever. hmmmmmmm. so bored
Grew up in a small town,
And when the rain would fall down,
I'd just stare out my window.
Dreaming of what could be,
And if I'd end up happy,
I would pray.
Try hard to reach out,
But when I tried to speak out,
Felt like no-one could hear me.
Wanted to belong here,
But something felt so wrong here.
So I'd pray,
I could break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Wanna feel the warm breeze,
Sleep under a palm tree,
Feel the rush of the ocean,
Get onboard a fast train,
Travel on a jetplane,
Faraway, and break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Buildings with a 100 floors,
Swinging around revolving doors,
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me.
But I gotta keep moving on moving on,
Fly away, break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
Tho its not easy to tell you goodbye.
Gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the place I come from.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
(If your havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
[Verse One]
I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapitos
You'd celebrate the minute you was havin doe
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if i don't play they show
They don't play my hits well i don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take me as
or understand the intellegence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches nigga i ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
[Chorus]
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
[Verse Two]
The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fuckin law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
Bounce on the devil put the pedal to the floor
Now i ain't tryin to see no highway chase with jake
Plus i got a few dollars i can fight the case
So i...pull over to the side of the road
And i heard "Son do you know why i'm stoppin you for?"
Cause i'm young and i'm black and my hats real low
Do i look like a mind reader sir, i don't know
Am i under arrest or should i guess some mo?
"Well you was doin fifty five in a fifty four"
"Liscense and regestration and step out of the car"
"Are you carryin a weapon on you i know alot of you are"
I ain't steppin out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if i look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And i know my rights so you gon' need a warrent for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or somethin?"
Nah i ain't pass the bar but i know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me
[Chorus X2]
[Verse Three]
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of havin a pussy
But a pussy havin no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to inore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clappin
He and his boys gon be yappin to the captain
And there i go traped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratchin again
Paparatzi's with they cameras snappin them
D.A. tred to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause i'm African
All because ths fool was horrasin them
Tryin to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothin sweet 'bout how i hold my gun
I got 99 problems but this bitch ain't one
Hit me
[Chorus X3]
You're crazy for this one Rick
It's your boy)
A SOnG
(SMILEZ & SOUTHSTAR - Tell Me
Album: Crash The Party
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Yea this right here
is goin out to all them girls out there
that did me n south wrong, ya kno?
tell you a lil story its the reason
love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on
yo, eh yo me n miss thang
we run a perfect team
we had all the things all them other couples fiend
love, trust, good sex, and security
if you ever felt weak smilez was your energy
trips across seas, show you the finer things
no more burger king it was fine dine, cuisine
and if it never had it, i dont think it mattered
we were a classic like nas in illmatic
i was so deceived, i thought we had a thing
you used to blow my 2 way up wit 143's
da L-O-V had me blind i would had to see
i trusted my friends, all they were yellin at me
how could you do me so wrong, i dont wanna get dogged
i invested three years ma, plus this song
im so confused, where to go? how do i choose?
i guess to find real love i gotta pay my dues
love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on
it seems so good, yo we used to chill in the hood
you made me feel that tingle in my heart like nobody could
and all the long we stood, when times was hard
even before all this rap shit made me a star
when i was working two jobs, just to survive
when i felt like killin myself you kept me alive
wat a pair, me n you, we was a match
different tastes, but you kno opposites attract
by my side, hold my head, and kept me strong
still trying to figure out, where the hell we went wrong
i did wat i can, young cat made a man
stayed and weathered the storm, when most would of ran
too much pride, and you kno men dont cry
had to let you go even though it hurt inside
all by myself, now i had to turn to these rhymes
its the only way i kno to release my mind.
love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on
its been a while yea you kno time goes fast
let me tell you though, some things still dont pass
sit back in the pad, think about the times we had
try not to let it make me sad, or make me mad
im tryin to move on wit my life, the wound is healed
yea im juss speakin it real, im ready to feel
ready to provide for my seed, a man now
bet you cant believe its me
you ruined a good thing and all of our dreams
tryin to lock me down a lifetime in the beam
monitoring my calls, griping at my dawgs
i never really understood the cause
my friends were your friends
your friends were my friends
your doe was my doe
my doe is my doe
mano y mano
we'll fought this weather,
and everybody thats been throught it
then sing it together.
love, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is goin on
we date, all day tell me wacha think is goin on
too late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is goin on
wats goin on wats goin on)
"One's outward appearance pleases another; but while that may be counted attractiveness, it is not beauty. One cannot judge beauty in the absence of knowledge-or love."
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