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oofs_its_nikki
Age. 34
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Desii
Location Queenz, NY
School. Other
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Skribbles and Squigly Lines
you know you wanna...
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procrastinator's nightmare
-get up to date on reader's and writer's entries.
-start working on science fair project
-write more in nutang
-finish art project
-get kissed before im 30
karaoke anyone??

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

[Chorus fades till end]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
REMiNiSC`N


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"i don't care...so why should you?"
Sunday. 2.22.04 10:09 pm
watching: the computer screen
listening to: rantings of my dear mother
feeling: empty

i don't know what to feel. i feel so many different things that i can't even distinguish them anymore. how unfortunate for me. life is the same. school is the same. same old bs every fcking day of my life. but somehow i put up with it. i manage to plaster on a fake smile and nod my head when someone speaks to me and drone out the constant buzzing of pretentious voices in a hopelessly unsuccessful attempt to hear my own thoughts for once. just 123 more days till summer vacation. ohjoy.

edits

why is it that my life is so unexplainably uneventful? i am a boring person. and there's not much i can do to change that. wow. its absolutely great to find out that you are extremely monotonous. i could jump for joy. not.

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"this is me freaking out......big time."
Saturday. 2.21.04 5:08 pm
today is february 21st and i haven't even started my hw. its due february 23rd. so whats a girl to do? simple. freak out and panic and hope that you can finish in time for school.

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"when life gives you lemons, demand orange juice!"
Monday. 1.26.04 4:06 pm
watching: a beautiful mind
listening to: thoia thoing
mood: sad and incredibly pssed at the world

++ this entry is absolutely filled with ungratefulness, greed, and selfishness. so if you have none of these qualities at all, i advise you to stay away, lest you be contaminated by these notorious characteristics.

life is sooooo screwed up. it brings sorrow, misery, and everything unjust. we do nothing to deserve such a cruel punishment. we should fight back. we shouldn't just accept our fate. we should scream and yell and plead until we get a better one. haha. btw, all people suck.

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"alas, the ups and downs of life...."
Tuesday. 1.20.04 6:58 pm
*sighs* i wish that life was easy. free of troubles, pain & heartbreak. but it can never be that way. life always comes with all the parts whether we want them or not. the good parts, the funny parts, the sad parts, the surprising parts, the extraordinary parts but most of all the bad parts. theres always a moment in your life when you feel like it's not worth it. but everyone has that moment because thats where life eventually takes you one day or the other. i bet you everybody in this world will have experienced that moment before they die. it's natural. its a part of life. because life is like love. if you don't risk getting hurt, you'll never be able to experience the good parts of it. and i'm not saying its easy throwing yourself out there with the chance of getting hurt, but there's also a chance of something amazing happening and thats what you have to remember no matter what. life is a journey. and you're forced to take it. but its your decision how to live it....

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"a poem of friendship and hurt..."
Monday. 1.19.04 12:41 pm
Broken But Not Forgotten

i may not be your friend

i may not seem to care

but inside my heart my friend

the pain's too much to bear

i cry inside my heart

every single day

i weep inside my soul

in every possible way

but before it ends my friend

remember just one thing

we both were flying angels

and you were my other wing

our friendship may be broken

but it will never be forgotten.....

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"said she as a tear rolled down her cheek...."
Sunday. 1.18.04 10:51 pm
sometimes friendships just aren't meant to be. you can try and try and try to make them work but they just won't. they're always beyond your reach. it becomes a faded memory that you hardly ever take out of the secret folds of your heart. and when you do, it's only for a short while to remind yourself of things that couldn't be. and then you fold it back into the secret depths of your heart to be taken out and examined a long time from now. to smile at the naive young soul you were and the old wise one you've become. and you realize the most important thing is to remember that all wounds heal. they just need some time to mend so that you can look back on it with a simple smile that has so many hidden meanings behind it....

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