I can't believe it has been 6mths since i last came in here to make an entry in my blog..i always log in to read my best fren's (ida's) blog...yet i hv not been updating mine..these few mths hv been tiring...at work. Feeling real sian but really like very colleagues there! But biz for my team has been low recently..perhaps it's due to the fact that it is coming to the end of a financial yr for 2006..The happy thing is that in the beginning of Jul'06, i can see more biz coming in...a relieve for me...Hope it will continue to b this gd!

However, there is sth which keeps bothering me...hv been sharing with brenda recently..i dunno m i being over sensitive or too unreasonable 2wards tf...he is currently working now...he always do OT & i would always hv to wake for him till 9pm to hv dinner...i now he's busy...trying to show gd performance & recognition...everytime i hv to wait for him till 7.30pm or even later some time..coz i knocked off at 6.15pm on the dot recently, i practically hv nothing to do while waiting for him..his official work time ends at 7pm...i called him at 7.15pm...he said he's coming out soon...i've been waiting for him at raffles city S.C. as he asked me to mmet him at 7pm...waited & waited...until 7.40pm..called him again, he's still in office, coming out le.

Sat even if it is NOT his work day (coz he has to work 1 sat every mth), he still goes back to work..he said he has to coz his cust.s coming down...consecutive for 3 wks le, every sat he has to go back...sat he said will b coming out at 3pm but in the end?? i waited till 4pm..then he said he coming out le.making his way from his office (Cityhall) to where i was (orchard)...luckily DY & Joanne pei me till he reached. coz we went KTV b4 that.4.40pm le, called him again, he said he at office downstairs...coming over le...WHAT? he's still there? we were supposed to go Church but in the end, couldn't make it...

Everytime i sms him, i wun get reply from him until very late! 3 hrs or even longer...2day even worse!! from morning, no morning sms from him, all the way till now...4pm le...still no sms from him, no matter how many smses i sent out to him. he's supposed to confirm with me during lunch time to see if he can come out early & whether we eating at home...Until i called him juz now, he said he's with a cust. then i was so ANGRY that i hung up his call b4 he could explain...I M SO TIRED LE!!!! SO TIRED!! WHAT m i to him?? guess not as impt as his work...

Where is the love?? R u Still how u r?? the caring & loving dear?? i dun feel it at all!!!

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I'm Back~~~finally! guess i hv been MIA for too long..finally got the chance & time to come in here & add in an entry..my bro can't seem to leave the pc seat,so...in the end i nv get to use pc! went clubbing with my frens twice this mth. once is with ida & laiman ard but yest is diff., both of them didn't turn up. ida went M'sia & laiman is busy..miss them.luckily my clubbing sweet (Brenda) was there to pei me! she is a real dancer man! yest was a crowd at dbl o...think is becoz it is the eve of new yr's eve..got to know a lot of frens ove there..haha..was quite fun & didn't really drink a lot..haiz...saw my dear kena sabo by his fren..got a hot lady came to inject a huge syringe of alcohol into his mouth..it sure doesn't feels great for me!!that fren & hot lady really #^$&^#&&(*%&#!(0!!!!!! haha...however it was real fun! this yr's christmas & new year, i spent my time at home.SIAN AH!!!!!!!so sad...really missed all the fun i had with my frens a few yrs ago...this yr, supposed to hv a christmas outing but was cancelled due to poor response. new yr countdown also went doen the drain when ida's not ard, brenda & laiman hv their own programmes...my dear hv to pick up his grandma at the airport..i'm going to be so sian!! no atmosphere this yr...heck care! next yr,2006, would b totally diff. there will b countdown & celebration for occassions! WHERE HV ALL OF U GONE TO?? i miss them(my poly frens)...Nvm..hope this new yr 2006 would b a great 1 for me....Happy new yr every1..

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WOW~~finally I m back to blogging! Everyday, I m literally dragging myself to work..& to my surprise,most ppl in the company want to job hop..think is very very stressed here & the company quite "niao"..Can c a lot of ppl not enjoying their work.. Haiz..working is always like that..I miss all my poly frens & ig's heaven frens..hope I can meet up with them soon..Me very very long nv go clubbing le..really want to party this month.Must try to get ppl to join me..Hubby had an op,so no1 to go out with me..dunno who to look for to go out jalan jalan with me..ida's not ard..haha..maybe I nv try hard enuf to ask ard..afraid that my other frens r busy..Liwen studying,B & Maria working..must b very tired! Everyday goes hubby's hse to pei him..I know he feels bad that I hv to stay at his hse everyday as he can't go out..he promised to bring me out next week.. Hopefully he will get well soon!!

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ah~~ finally hv to come online & at the same time update on my blog..can't believe that i so long nv come in le!! seems like donkey yrs..(although only ard a mth) hee..work is hectic & very very busy..came home so tired until fell asleep on sofa or go straight to bed when finish watching tv programmes.. Yesterday met this customer on behalf of my colleague..kena scolding 4 nothing!! the lady crazy 1 lor..keep screaming & slamming the phone in the meeting room..dun know what has agitated her so greatly..somemore she's a teacher!!!(doesn't sound & act like 1) think she mood swings!wanted to scold her but CONTROL!!!! luckily 2day quite a gd day..going sun tanning this sun with tf..hope we will b able to make it..last sun on our way but suddenly rained!!ah....God,pls help me that it wun rain this sun, will b very sunny..haha..miss the times me & my poly yr 1 frens get together..we always head to sentosa..hope we can meet up again some day & go sun tanning again!

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Haiz..2day was quite a productive day for me at work...woke up having a very strong feeling of skipping work coz very sian & tired..but went in the air..time passes by quite fast,thank God!! me finally got my pc set up in maybank..thot i can start doing some cases le..but that stupid system got problem..then in the end,can't do anything..haiz..me got got 7 cases on hand le..the IT guy said he will help me solve the problem by tmr..hope he does it fast!! today did a lot of callings..until my saliva also dry up le..haha..today ate sweet & sour pork for lunch..not bad lah.. think of tmr hv to go work...AH!!!!!!!!!!!but luckily the weekend is nearing..Finally! me really hope sat the clubbing is still on..then can at least enjoy & party..tats all for 2day..

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today graduation was "phew!"..thot i would b a bit nervous when i m going on stage to receive my diploma..indeed i was & that was b4 i went up the stage..after that everything just went so smoothly & ended in like..a few secs on stage..haha..was very surprised taht liwen was sitting beside me,i thot i would b alone coz as far as i know..no 1 i know is near me..eh..maybe is i nv go ask ard..then 2 seats beside liwen is wing see..then we realised that all our bd grp members were sitting together..in between liwen & wing see lies an empty seat..which is ida's..but the sad thing is she is not there with us..she's now in adelaide!!after the ceremony i was busy running here & there to take photos with my supply chain class & of coz my fav poly yr 1 class...we were as crazy as b4(in terms of photo taking) but me & brenda maybe there's something missing..IDA!! without her,it was not as fun...miss her lots..ida,faster come back!! as my parents were here,we went home 2gether,missing the dinner with my frens but nvm..we can still meet out de..we also saw the superstar contestant,Chanel..she was in her tank top & jeans..she's very sweet & gd looking...she actually looks better in real person..quite surprised she came..maybe to attend her fren's graduation..most surprising is..my parents actually attended my graduation ceremony..thank u,papa & mummy! tf was not there..so gonna stop now,still hv to work tmr..sometimes i wonder if this is the job for me..i hope that 1 day i would b able to get a job i would like & enjoy a lot!!thank God for the everything!!

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