So yes. spanish class IS boring. I signed some yearbooks today, made an ass of myself, because I'm a loooser. lol. Umm, nothing much really going on, I took off of school yesterday, went to OBGYN, got poked and prodded and spent the rest of the day being SUPER painfulcramphurting. Then smoked, stayed up late, got up early and got my ass off to school with my Kevvie. :) I love waking up next to him inthe morning. I can't wait until we live together, it'll be grand. (and sooner than i can imagine.. He's in college this summer and then prolly next school year he'll have his own place and then i can move out.)Even though i like depending on my dad for whenever i need something, it wond hurt me to get a job. I can get a Co-op job, or something, i don't know. I'll prolly move like, summer before senior year and the work my ASS off to support myself, ect, ect.... Ah well... obgyn was anything but fun, but i like it better than other places I've been. It was my sissy's birthday yesterday and so we hooked it up, and then Kevie got paid yesterdayu, but it had to be a not so good paycheck, he's barley worked much over the month. Oh well... I just CANNOT wait until summertime, so i can get these damn finals off my back. (I'll do fine in like, ALL my other finals,but Spanish i know I'm going to fail.... and i can accepty that) I'm not taking spanish again next year and tech school will be a breeze. I had to order my uniforms. That makes me mad though, because if i don't like the shop i spend ALL that money for nothing, but I'll go through with it if i don't like it, either that or I'll come back here and take like, a million sciences and then take double english senior year... I got it all planned out. *sigh* I love rambling in this thing. NuTang is so much better than xanga. I love it. I'm about to sign onto my xanga and write some sheeot.... just to be confusing or whatnot. :) Goodbye!

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Homeroom is boring. Sooo...my dad gave me 20 dollars today for lunch money, i knew there was a reason i came to school today. lol. So, nothing really new happenning recently, playing more eq2, and all that jazz... I'm getting more into the summer mode now, Aaron's buying me a strawberry bannana and a cherry vanilla blunt wrap. I've always wanted to try one of those. Then I'm getting a bowl after vacation i think, or if i can find a haed shop i the boardwalk with decent merchandise then I'll go with that. but yeah. I'm so pissed that my mom gave sweety away, and then that fuckhead broke it. oh well. I am so freaking hungry... lol. I'm going to eat so much at lunch.... and i still really want to damage someone's kedneys so bad that they piss blood. :( THAT IS SO ADORABLE ooh yeah, shopping this weekend. SANRIO STORE HERE I COME!!

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mood: Tired ... That's cute. Nutange Smilies are the best. So, it's like, 6:55 in the AM, and i just realized i set my clock wrong. it's an hour slow (in Nutang, look at the entry date and time) But oh well. I have to do a movie reveiw and i haven't started it yet, i have to do that tonight, as well as find a song on evolution and write an article about how HIV mutated and how it is impossible for it to make an anti-boitic to fight it, as well as how it disproves the creationist theory. Some of those creationists are wacko's... but oh well... I donm't get how they could not belive about evoloution, it's all around us! Anyway, i don't want to get any hate mail... so on to a better topic. I saw revenge of the Sith finally... It wass good. It wasn't as good as 4, 5, or 6, but it beat the hell out of one and two. I'm glad i didn't go and see it at midnight.. it's not worth a midnight veiwing. but it was wellk worth the matinee. (looks like Manitee, heh) I'm going to see Kingdom of Heaven soon with my dad, because i know he'll like that movie. it's so his style. Alright, I'm STARVING.. so off to get brekky money or to grab something brekky like. :) Lindsay

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Soo.. yes. NuTang is the sheeot. :) I'm already liking it better than xanga... alot more. xanga's infected with aneorixics, and shallow girls who drool over emo kids. So, coming off of that note.... What to write about? ah. I know. So, I'm going to see Star Wars Episide III, and Kevin's unhappy about it. wtf MATE?! So, as much as he thinks I DON'T understand, I do. He always thinks I don't understand his reasons i do, It's him that doesn't understand. I know he wants to take me... but like, it's not really special with him, if anything, it'll only be special with my dad... I'm thinking about not going just so i can go with my dad... I saw all the other episodes with him, so i should watch it with him. Sometimes i need some time for me.. it's refreshing. not that i don't enjoy spending time with him, but like, i really like spending time with me too. I need some time alone to keep my sanity. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, doesn't it? I don't know. I don't even think that I'm going to go anymore, because now that i thought of it, I really want to go with him. lol. Mmmm redundancy. But, this whole entry hasn't gone to waste. I don't know if it's jitters about being in a committed relationship, (because i'm kinda freaking out becaue we're three months away from a year) or what, but I was talking to Emalie about it in Study hall... like, i LOVE this man... and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but i want a relationship that isn't so... committed? Not like i want to see him less, or i want it less intense, I love being with him and i love how in love we are.. but i want to be able to hang out with my friends without him getting jealous, and without me feeling guilty about it. I want to be able to not feel bad abot not spending EVERY waking second of every hour possible with him. (don't get me wrong it's not like i don't want to see him) But i also want it to be a possibility to make or rekindle some friendships. Kelly doesn't even talk to me anymore, she's too busy with her life and her fabulous boyfriend... I'm not named Rich so I'm pretty much invisible, but that's alright. As of right now Chuck's really my only friend, sure I talkto people in school but it's not like I'm going to make an effort to hang out with him. I think the next person i know of that I'd like to hang out with would be Emalie, but i don't know. Both the time she was supposed to come over the missed school. So call it coincidence or insecurity (I'm hoping it's coincidence) that didn't happen. Chucks' the only person I'm really comfortable with telling my feelings to, and talking about my problems with. And I'm really freaking glad that they know each other now, and Kevin knows how good of a guy that Chuck is, and he's not all Mheeerr anymore, but i don't know, back to what i was saying before. Kevin's just really possessive, and it's like, it's soooooo hard to deal with sometimes. I try to do everything to keep him happy when it comes to that, but i do hae my limits. I'm not just going to saw screw him, but i am going to make him compromise on some things. but whatever. I've spilled my guts enough.... i don't know if i should make this thing private or not now.... oh well.. Lindsay

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