so when i went in on friday night, levi said "man, i thought wes was coming into work" all dissappointed. when i didn't say anything in return, he said "not that ur bad or anything. its just wes has a really funny sense of humor." i was just like "whatever, thanks (asshole)". i fucking hate that manager.

to top it off, dave and torry are leaving in two weeks, so i have to either find a new job by then or i have to deal with the two ultimate dumbasses of the worlds for the rest of the time i work there. i fucking hate my work. who knows.

last night was my best friend's 18th birthday. we went to her fav resurant, oreganos. it was fun. cept it took forever. and she had all the guys yell happy birthday to her. twas great. she was all embarassed.

anyways, that was basically my weekend. im now sitting round, putting off cleaning my room.

oh yeah, and my last COOL remaining relative, (my mom's dad) is sick. mom went to colorado to see him this morning. she doesn't know when she'll be back. its got me really freaked out. i hope he's okay.

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so im working tonight for a guy since he worked my wed shift. and i have to work with the manager i hate most. i found out thru other sources that he's been sexually harassing one of the other girls. so hopfully this will be the last time i have to deal with his sorry ass. i wanted to ask one of my other managers if it was alright to tell the one im working with tonight, that i have to leave at 10 sharp b/c i hate working w/ him so much. but my other manager won't call me back. so yeah. its real grand. its so annoying, b/c the one im working with tonight does the same exact shit all the other managers do, during closing (probably even less than that), and yet it takes him untill 11.00 to 11.30 to get out of there. instead of the scheduled 10.00. i fucking hate it. i hate it with a passion. god i dont want to go to work.

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shel and i broke up. he called me yesturday before he was supposed to come over and told me it was bs that i told my work that i could work this friday, in order to get wed off. well sorry i have to go to photo on wed. its for school. school comes first. i dont know. honestly i knew it was coming. i mean we had so much go down this last week that how could it not. and him trying to control my hours just made it easier. i love the good side of him, but im really sick of him trying to control me. he needs to learn how to trust. not everyone is going to lie to him, and go behind his back like his last gf. its frustrating. but oh well. i knew it was coming.... :-/

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so turns out my manager likes me. hes "had a crush" on me since he started apparently. very interresting. he said he doesn't want anything to happen because we could both get into trouble, but that he's transferring in a couple months to another store and then it wouldn't matter.

honestly i wish he hadn't told me. now its just... weird. and i mean... why would he tell me? he knows i have a boyfriend. and if he didn't want anything to happen, he shouldn't have told me. bleh, boys suck.

in other news, anna and eric left a carved pumpkin for me. it was so nice. i love them both. they're my best friends. i woke up this morning to my dad saying "theres a surprise by your car." its a big pumpkin. it just has "H P" for harry potter and a lightning bolt. i love it. its so funny. anna made that because for some reason, for the past week or two, we will bring up harry potter about 3 or 4 times a day. its hysterical. we realize it after we bring it up, and then think, "damn. we are pathetic." its great. so i laughed pretty good when i saw the pumpkin sitting by my car. i really do love her. she's my best friend ever. she's soooo funny.

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shel and i might be breaking up. im quite depressed. although im not happy with him, it still sucks.

im also very tired and sick of school. im stressing out 100%.

like my subject line said, BLEH

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