Woke up really late for being me and couldnt open my eyes like a newborn puppy trying to see even sis was up before me and that never happens.

Now 9 hours later i realize this day has been a waste and i should have done stuff instead of hanging about in my room browsing around. but i enjoyed it.

Want to learn how to make a blinker now but cant be arsed with all this screenshotting and pixelpainting. Too advanced for me. Ill stick to dressing up dollys and making boxes. Thats more my thing.

Ive been a good girl today and worked on my belly. Im down to 3-4 meals/ day (that means any chockolate bars, candy, cakes etc i might have inbetween is counted as a meal, which puts more pressure on me)
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Todays list as follows:
half a chocolate bar (marabou center)
chips and meat (lunch)
lasagne (dinner)
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thats pretty gd isnit. might go for a walk too just to show how great i am. or maybe ill screw the walk and go drinking instead. *maybe* i deserve that.

Gona have a fun week ive decided. So will give reports on how im doing later this week.

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Interesting. My dad is supposed to be in Stockholm now but hes downstairs. Got up 12.30 (he did) and started messing about it the kitchen til he decided to go out and buy some lunch (for himself) came back and asked if i shouldnt make myself some lunch (when he could have bought some for me too) went back in to the kitchen and stayed there for about 3 hours. Hes acting strange. Like im not there or something, or like we cant talk anymore like we used to, think he said 3 sentences to me the whole morning and that was it. I dont know what the fuck is up with him.
And i dont know why hes really off, by the look of him hes not got a cold like he phoned in and said this morning. Could at least pretend hes got one if hes gona be off for any longer.
So ive been reading bj's diary. The book behind the film everybody but me has seen. Think i read 40 pages out of pure boredom. It was ok though but it aint hilarious like everybody says. Well parts of it might be. If you read bridget jones in less than a week youve got yoursef some adult-points. Thats what im going for. If you read practical rhetoric in less than a month and actually like it youve got yourself a million.So i read the book and start thinking about food. Steaks, burgers, pizzas, tortillas, nachos, galaxys, spaghetti + sauce, chips, ravioli, chocky bars, salmon wraps and pancakes + syrup. That book makes you hungry and im proud of myself for not emptying the fridge. Ok a help might be that the fridge contains nothing at mo. But still. Today ive ate:

--> cornflakes + milk (harldy ate ½ of it as i hate milk)
--> two anthon bergh chocolate bars from denmark

thats all. *proud*.

and, the last time i had mcdonals was like 3 months ago. ok fine, 1½.

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Woke up with the covers on the floor again, i know i had one of them mad dreams again but cant remember it. Glad i cant, it would be stuck with me the rest of the day if i did. You can really tell its autumn now, nobodys opening the windows upstairs anymore and my neighbour spent the morning cutting down the hedge which is going all red. Hes not walking out in boxers to get his newspaper in the mornings now either, theres another sign. shame. nah just kiddin hes like 65+.

Wanted to go shopping. Then i thought no point! dont know if im just really unnormal or moany, but why are fat people the only ones who ever complain about how clothes look on them when theres loads of thin people having a major problem too. Like me. I am a medium in length but an xxsmall in width. Means that the t-shirts i get just looks baggy on me and the jeans i get are all too short if i want them tight. If i want to get stuff that actually fits me i need to go shopping in the slut-shops. Which are horrible. The male staff is always horny. I can tell.
I didnt go shopping. Went running instead and ended up with brownish trainers. Its autumn ffs! stick to the mud-free roads. oh well im sure my dad will buy me a new pair when he sees the state of them. For xample they new white pumas with green stripes and golden text i almost made him buy this weekend. Crap its the 23rd. Gota wait two more days then, pay day is 25th. dammit.

Been told id make a good nurse. Thats why i made the nurse design. Id make a great nurse if i could be bothered im sure. Til then ill keep living for the moment. For now ill only be a net-nurse.

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Alrite guys... there was this guy from an indian cricketclub. Guess what they called him? The Turbanator. Hmm. Dont know if that was funny or not judge for yurselves ha ha. No, actually that was not funny.

-->>played footy rained an stuff...got all wet..nah jus kiddin it was ok. Got a big m-ball in my back an played for ½ hr.. got there late coz of a mate next time im gona tell him straight out that i aint got time4tlking. Arent we sick of people stealing our time? ;)

-->> djurgarden and hammarby [two swedish footy teams in the uefa cup] lost their games and are probly out of there soon. do i care? no. again. do i care? YESH! play football ffs

-->>my ps2 is currently sleeping over@games, they were supposed to send us a new computer but they havent!! its been 3 weeks. I miss it. Evil bastards letting us wait for that long when we should have got it back on me b-day but it never came home...what is that smell?

-->> spicy fried frog


*if im acting weird lately remember im blaming it on the heat. if youre clever enough you should figure it out yourself*

Why am i so nice to everybody? Im always doing things for others rather than myself. I mean theres so much i wana do... not. Im so busy helping others i dont even know what i wana do when ive got time for myself. Like this morning i just felt 'great time to fix the washing machine' when i could have finished that potter book or watched tv. Or went out or been drawing, running or w/e.
Im one of those people who will dedicate their life to fishing because they didnt get out and do enough things when they were young and had the chance
so all they can do is sit on the piece of wood and enjoy breathing clean air instead of poisoned city-air. Well fair enough.
Wana know what my hair smells like? Like that green stuff from last week. Dont mind it but dont like it. As long as im not smelling it all the time its ok. Better than some dirt-coloured nectar shampoo [response with the bird on. with me on. me sis says the bird is me. i know shes strange]
When i was a baby my parents called me myr. That means small or little [myra means ant] dont think they expected me to grow 170 cm. Yep, im now officially 170 centimeters. Thats kool. Oh btw i look nothing like my babypics now. My hair went from brown to blonde and my face from pretty to ugly. The guys who know me knows it but they wont admit it. Say i still have some golden hair under there somewhere.
Crap, think i broke the mp3player there. She didnt like the stupid thing anyway. Oh well. Better hide before someone sees it >,> ehrrmmmm well im off. Seeya guys! ^_^'

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