I'm creating a new blog.. This one will be updated very little, if it's even ever updated at all.. I am going to be me the whole way through from now on.. I change too much for people, and never for myself.. So the new blog will be like.. Me, for me and nobody else. ....... Yea.. Well anywho.. I shall go now.. G'Bye PiercedKnuxMan666.. Good-Bye everyone...

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Jinni... *sigh* I love her more than I've ever loved anyone else. When she crys I want to change the entire world so it wont hurt her anymore, and when we walked in the rain last night I felt like we were the only people on Earth, and with all my other girlfriends we were all over eachother and that's all we were ever in it for, but with her we can just walk and hold hands and it's just as good as making out with her. _*-* I think she's the one, but I dont know how to tell her. I just REALLY want her to know.. I'm thinking about writing a song and playing it for her on Valentines Day. I've never really believed in dates on Valentines Day because it's so sappy, but I think she'll think it's nice so I'll do it anyway. <33 I'd do anything for her.

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My dad called.. I havnt heard one word out of him sense he left me and my mom a long while back. He got remarried to the whore he cheated on my mom with, and you know, she was still a whore and cheated on him. Hah He deserved that although I sort of feel bad for him. He has 2 more kids and of course they're little preppies. One's a star football player and the other is a straight A student and of course, she's a fucking cheerleader.. Leave it to him to have kids (yea, my step brother and sister) that will hate meh! But I dubt I'll ever meet him or my step-siblings for he's good at telling you he'll do something and never following through. My mummy told me he told her he would take her to a semi-nice resteraunt for their anaversary, and he spent the money "doing buisness" (aka The Whore). So I've got kind of mixed emotions about this subject. I feel bad for him because a woman he loved (and thought she loved back) cheated on him, but then I feel like laughing at him because he did it to my mother, but then I want to just hug him cause he's my fucing dad I love him no matter how shitty he is. Kind of like how Acacia feels about Nick (The biggest asshole EVER.. God I want to shoot him....). ANYWAY.. so yea I dont really have anything else to write.. I ish done. G'Bye -Rhet-

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For some reason, I'm feeling akward all the time.. I get this feeling in my gut like something is wrong, but my life is accually pretty good right now exept for family issues. So I dunno, maybe it's like "phsycic friend" or some shit.. Dunno, all I know is I'm really not looking forward to whatever the hell is coming... Anyway, Kasey is feeling sad.. Po' Kasey. I havnt really talked to her much, nor have I talked to Merle. *sigh* I would like to know what's going on with them, and why Kasey is feeling so bad, but I feel like they're better off not talking to me.. So I've changed my screen name and probably wont be talking with them for awhile, I dont need to screw up Kasey's life more than I already have, and Merle, never really told me anything to begin with, I feel like she's nervous talking with me.. GAH! Why is life so confusing? Anyway, yea those family issuses I mentioned.. They're back.. I thought I was doing good, but my mom hit me again last night.. I've got a few bruises now, but I cant help but wonder why I'm not good enough.. Parents arnt suposed to judge you.. Ehh, 'tis my fault I supose and either way, I've dont something to piss her off.. *sigh* I piss everyone off.. I should just drop dead. Eep, speaking of that my friend is having the same problem with his dad so we're planning to hang ourselves on my neighbors backyard swing sets with notes taped to our hands like we're holding them, I'm going to write... "You know, the things we really love, eventually disappear... Like my friends, my girlfriend, and my family.. My friends, God damn, I dont want them to go.. I can see all of their faces and hear all of their voices... But do I think we'll be friends FOREVER? Forevers a long time, and I'm not good at keeping friends, so I doubt it.. Family, mom, Morgan, everyone else, you know I love you guys, and all the horrible things I've said over the years, you know I didnt mean.. I didnt want it to end this way, but it's going to have to.. Jinni, God I love you.. Your long friendship, has been what kept me alive for so long If it wern't for you, Danny, JJ, Kirstin, and Johnna, I wouldnt be here today. Our matching tattoo is the symbol, of how much I really wanted to be with you forever, and how you can remember me forever. I truly love you, and dont mean you any pain.. But you're better off without me anyway.. All that stuff will soon be out of my grasp.. Then, all I have is me.. and eventually I'm gone.. So I'm going. I love you all.. Your friend, brother, son, boyfriend, ex boyfriend, aquantance, or enemy, Rhet Lawrence Thibidouex" That's so motherfuckin true it hurts... So yea, I'm doing it on the night before Halloween at 11:41 so that was, we die just as it becomes Halloween morning. That means I die, 8 days after my birthday XD Ironic, no? heh Happy Halloween! -Knux-

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*sigh* You know, I liked this girl a lot, so I tell her.. She's nice about it and everything. But a few nights later she was all like "ugh.. Nobody loves me I should crawl in a hole and be shot!" or something to that extent.. I was all like... "Oh, well I know quite a few people who like a a whole lot." and she just kind of ignored it and went on about how everyone hated her and how she was a stupid bitch (which she's not! She's perfectly fabulous)... So I said "Well, I've decided to qut being gothic, and to actdress completly normally, because if people dont notice me when I'm gothic and act all weird and crazy, then abviously I'm not meant to be seen, so I should quit trying" and she freaked out and pretty much said her whole life would come crashing down if I changed (In which I dont believe for a second, if I left she could find plenty of guys who thought she was gorgous, funny, nice, sweet, and intelligent). Then started saying she was going to go cry and I hate it when she crys because of me.. It makes me feel like I murdered someone.. She has an odd effect on me, but I fully recognize it... I mean, I know I'm not the only one who thinks someone is absolutly perfect, but they cant see it in themselves.. Or even the slightest bit in you, but it sure as hell feels like I'm in this boat alone...

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