Saturday. 5.8.04 5:52 pm
is it ok. if i fall into madness.
would you want me still.
will you sacrifice. your soul.
my mind makes no sense.
don't fall away from me now.
i find no comfort in this world.
you may be the only reason
i can survive for this long.
death whispers in my ears.
you, my will. will fight together.
for me. for me. for me.
will you. willing to fight.
for me?
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Monday. 1.19.04 3:21 pm
Wow, I made the Dean's List. Like I give a shit. It doesn't matter. Bay State is wacked. My loaner is already asking me to make my monthly payments. They'd already send home my bills and all that shitty stuff. It's just my first year and they are asking me for my money already! Fuck! I don't even have a job yet. Geezus. I don't even know what's going on. I don't take care of my shit, and I don't even know how the bill works. Plus, I don't even have a bank account yet. I'm such a loser. Yeah. A BIG LOSER!
Arg, I miss talking to my online friend, Anthony. He's so cool, and nice, and funny. Ah, let's hope he's online, so I can bug him :D I'm sure he'll be happy to hear from me. Haha.
By the way, this will be my last entry. I can't manage so many damn online journals. So I'll stick with two. Goodbye, for now :P
I might get back to ya Nutang!
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Saturday. 1.3.04 2:39 pm
Holy cow, Lookie Lookie, Bay State managed to send a 2004-2005 Dorm Agreement package home for me. They however, forgot the one most important package of all. My fucking grades. I checked my mail and my school's email, but still, I can not find my fucking grades anywhere. This is one of the many reasons why I wanted to get the hell out of here. Do you think I will sign their contract for next year? Hell no.
I need to find a college quick and get out of there. Really.
Oh yeah, I need to get the fuck off the computer today and hang out with my parents.
Tata
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Saturday. 1.3.04 9:31 am
Doritos (Guacamole) and instant cup noodle for breakfast?
It is Mmm Mmm.. good.
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