no body reads my shit even the people on here who say they posed to be friends. I am used to it cause I'm gettin fucked over by so called " freinds " everyday. No call, no how ya doins, no callbacks if I leave a message. None of that shit, so fuck all this shit I am tired of wastin my life anticpatin someone to feel how I feel. I got to much stress on me to have to deal with half tha shit I deal wit.

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watching: Trigun

listening to: Famlay- Freestyle from Lord Willin'

mood: twisted

wha's good ya'll I'm back and I got some stories to tell ya. First things first, I just found out I'm bi-polar. Yea I'm Dmx status now haha. It's all good though doc' gave me some meds to take to keep me on point. In other news, I got Tekken 5 Friday, and I've beaten it with all the characters now. I'm a monster in this game. I got this card from the arcade that holds my win/lose record and my customized Beak Doo San. I've been tryna change tha name but I've only gotten as far as Montana and it stil says San at the end. But as long as Montana San is beastin I'm good. I ain't got much else ta say right now cause I'm sleepy cause I jus got off from work. So I'll holla back when I do, so holla!!!

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listening to: Juelz Santana-S.A.N.T.A.N.A.

mood: bored

Nutang's got a problem/ His name is Montana/ (Montana)/ (Montana)/ No one to play around/ He'll squeeze them hammers/ (Montana)/ (Montana)/ OKAY!!! I reloaded/ OKAY!!! The inks loaded.... lol... I am back, Wha's good to new comers and all you old nosy mutha fuckaz. I know its been a while but hey I got stories ta tell and weed to smoke. Let's start wit tha first order of B.I. I have finally moved outta that sess-pool known as petersburg. I know live in the R-I-C, which is to those who don't know Richmond. So far everythings aight up here. Got some new connects yadda yadda and u know how that go. Me and kim are still on a sometimey basis, which means we aint togetha but we are but we not. I still aint sure what that means but I know what this means. If you get high get high all the way. If u smoke dope fuck it shoot crack.... Oh my bad ran off on a Purple Haze tangent.. So much drama's goin on wit my fam now but you don't need ta know that. Jus know that I am back...

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I need some green ta burn my problems away. I got ta chill w/ my boy will from my old highschool last week, and we had an interestin convo about someone we both know. I ain't gone get inta that tho cause it ain't ya'll niggas bidness. Haha... It was good chillin' wit em tho, burned a few L's wit em and played madden. I suck in it but hey I'm a guy so its an unwritten law that we all must play this oh so sacred game of Allah. I seriously think Osama is behind the whole Madden franchise, cause there is no game otha than madden that niggaz would kill to play. I'm glad I suck cause I know that I won't make anyone mad enough ta kill me fo whippin they ass. Anyways in otha news me and kim been gettin along a lot better. I think I'm actually addicted to her. I mean we be fightin and fightin but no soon as one of us be like we livin a day or so later we back. I mean wha can I say. She does alot more for me than anyone else. She even wants to come with me if I move to Jerz wit my boy Omar. I really honestly can't imagine lookin ova my shoulda and not seein her there. It's something that is dramatically different about her. I mean she do her shit that make me mad and all but its nothin compared to all the fun we have doin mundane things togetha. The most expensive place we've eaten at was red lobster on her b-day (daydreams: oh what a day). She doesn't ask alot from me and even though I have alot of issues she always tries to help somehow someway. I don't know why but I feel something much stronger for her. I've actually never met anyone as selfless as she is. I mean she's does for me jus because she knows that I would do for her without thought. I mean the simplest things she does mean so much more, like cooking a simple meal, watching animes with me( and actually being interested), and jus being there for me right or wrong. Thats way much more than I can say for some of my ex's. I mean she's not ya everday woman. I mean she's extra smart. I mean anything I want and she's got. And the weird thing is we're technically broken up. I mean we don't date around and we always on tha phone wit each otha, we go out and have fun and its no strings attached. Ah I'm gettin hungry must go grab a bite to eat and get some sleep cause i gotta go ta work in tha mornin.

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wha's good Its been a minute since I last made an entry so I'm back w/ another blunt and a story. Me and kim aren't tagetha, I got dsl, I met this white chick named hannah she's cool but not really gf type jus another J.O.B. haha. I wish I wanted ta tell ya more but there is weed to smoke and money to make so holla back....

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mood: bored listening to: Jim Jones f/ Juelz Santan & Bezel - This Is Gangsta playing: MK: Chess from MK:Deception Live from the bottom of tha pot where the crack is cooked at/ I'm back like cooked crack... Man to many folks is dyin out here. Superman dead, Rick James dead, Ray Charles dead, Rodney Dangerfield dead, and theres more to name. It feel like the peeps I grew up watchin all wanna die the year I turn 18. It kinda fucked up but that how life is ya kno. Death can only bring new life, thats how I see it. I'll jus smoke a L in they memory. And contiue ta be tha nigga I be.

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