hmm... okai... lets see... mi mom and mi lil sister is driving me freakin crazi!! ugh!! i don't really get along wit them... sometimes i do.. but ugh!! okai.. some chinese thing said that horses and rats don't go together.... i'm a horse.. and mi mom's a rat... adn the chinese thing said taht u better get out.. and quick!! i'm like hell yeah!! wen i graduate... i'm movin out of da house lightening fast!! or until i have enough money and all that junk... oh and i capitalized DRIVING... cuz i'm gonna take mi test to get mi permit!! haha yeah!! but i have the chance of not taking it cuz of chicken pox... damn chicken pox!! mi lil sister has it and the doctor said that i'll be gettin it soon... too....and i have some competitions and stuff (like homecoming) for NJ... and i'm gonna perform at homecoming!! damnit!! hmm.. and i'm on the varstiy team.. which is very surprising...so yeah.. and then when i get the chicken pox.. i'm goin to be so behind!! ugh!!!

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dang.. i feel so lonely... why the hell do i keep liking guys i know i can't get?!?! ugh.. why?!?! damnit!! hmm.... wel ne waiz....

here's a qoute i found on da internet... some of mi friends copied it...

"You'll never know PAIN until you look into the eyes of the one you LOVE and they look away"

well yeah.. go ahead and take it cuz i took it off of the net...

hmm... yeah.. i'm so freakin bored and mi teachers keep giving us "students" so much freakin homework!! wtf is up wit dat?!?! don't they remember when they were in high school!!? (even though they're in it right now teaching us...) so many projects are due.. i still need to do mi freakin book report.. i need this week to read the rest of the 200 pages!! i only read up to page ten... and then next week work on mi freakin 3-5 page essay on the damn thing!! gosh!!

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ugh.. i am so freakin stressed!!! ugh.. stupid drill team!! i'm juss hating it so much right now.. i don't want to memorize the freakin uniform!! gosh!!! gimme a freakin break!! it's not i'm actually going to join the military!! (even though i'm a freakin navy brat!!!) ne wayz... i like this guy and he noes.. but i noe i have no chance and i noe that he don't like me back.... and there's this other guy i like to.. i kinda met him and noe him but not noe him noe him... and i was tlkn to him one day.. i was like hey how do u noe that one girl?? (i hate that girl so much!! ugh!! she seriously needs to get a life!!!) and he said that they were good friends at their old school.. and i was like ooohhh... okai....w.e. and i kinda said that i didn't like her and i also told him that i'm trying not to use the word hate and everything... and then he stopped replying... so i was like ...BUMPER... lol... but oh well.. i guess there's plent more FISH in da sea... hahaha.. yeah.. shut up... okai.. and i found out yesterday mi mom who is almost fifty has the CHICKEN POX!!! yup!! yup!! and i never had mine yet so yeah.. okai.. laterz!! gotta do mi freakin homework!! ugh... stupid teachers!!

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uhh.. yeah.. i kinda juss started... and i'm so confused... i think i might like myspace better but oh well.... it doesn't matter ne more cuz everything seems to be gettin boring... oh and i made he varsity team on unarmed drill team... it's so amazing how i passed that... the only i hate are the inspections that we have.. damnit!! i hate it!! why did i even bother trying out for it!?!? damnit!! i don't like answering the questions they give us!!! sometimes it's freakin trick questions!!! and i get so nervous i have no clue wat to sai and i have to yell it out and stuff.. dangit!!!

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