So, as much of an emotional day as I had yesterday, I was thankfully not sold to the *bleep* head who would have made my life misserable, stalked me and so much more. It was still difficult and is still difficult. My character was sold to a wonderful man who still resides in Port Kar so I at least get to remain around my friends. He is a very nice man and from what I see will be a good Owner as well. Of course, I am going to leave most of the details out- because NuTang does allow under aged users and as such I choose to keep my blogs pretty vanilla.. or as vanilla as possible without completely removing the entirety of my life.

He seems genuinely interested in me, as well he also seems very understanding that this isn't going to be easy for me. I still miss V immensly. I mean, wow, I used to be his like 6+ years ago, and then when I was met with the chance to be his again, I was so happy, and I do really invest a lot of myself into Gor- and I know its just role play but its the only role play I do that I cant keep my emotions out of it.

I am torn of course, I still want to be with V, but I am going to give it my all with the Captain from Port Kar, and hopefully things will go well. What will happen though if V one day returns for me? Tough question, tough thoughts.

Yay!
Oo glad you got a good .. erm ... M, darling, you definately deserve a good Owner, but I'm sorry to hear about Vaulder, heh, I talked to him a bit and he's a pretty cool guy from what I've seen. I hate seeing you getting so emotionally involved, though, because it just tears me up inside when I know you're sad, or crying, or depressed, or etc.

~Your Joshy
» Normalities on 2006-11-21 03:56:52

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