Sunday. 5.22.05 1:08 pm
HAPPY BiRTHDAY MARiEL D.!!
woohoo ur seventeen now. one more year to go &ur "legal" 8) mmhmm ur old. hahaha. well i say that ev'ry year but isn't it true..we're always gettin older. sorry i couldnt go to ur lil party yesterday.
well today i got lotsa work to do. i dont wanna do it. maybe i'll do it tonight. blahhh.
ok how bowt a lil reflection..
i am becomin more of a b i t c h. little things they piss me off, annoy me, &get on my nerves. i jes wanna yell at the world for being so stupid! but im stupid too. so its kind of ironic huh? fershure. i cant explain it. but i wish i could be the nicest person i was before. before something that caused me to be so mean & have evil thoughts. but im not too mean i think. im still nice. but i guess things have made me realize that u cant be nice to ev'ry1. i mean u
can but some ppl they're iono. ..i jes got so skeptical of ev'rything. and i jes pray God helps me see the light again. i cant really trust anyone these days. and sometimes i dont even kno who my truest of my true friends are. some ppl are jes iffy. iffy like jiffy. hahah sorry hadta say it, it rhymed. yeno me& my rhymes. ((not rap)). hmm. //end.