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lately i've been very irritable
i cant help it
but ppl jes bug the fuk out of me lately
prolly out of selfishness. or something.
especially my brother. stupidhoe. hahaha
i dont kno.
or maybe it's cuz of all these piled up stressful things
maybe i'm makin too big of a deal of things
too much things on my mind
why am i doin this to myself?!
ne wayyyy

i've decided to drop ap chem.
like i sed before..and then
hopefuly make my human anatomy/physiology class an honors class
they better have that forreals man!!

well for ROP it's time to start our animation
and it took me a long while to come up with a story
especially after he sed it needed to be based on somethin u read like a story
so mine's is based on golidlocks and the three bears
but the story's gonna be about wha was really in the porridge.
basically, the big bad wolf comes and plays a joke or somethin
pours sum sleepin potion in the porridge
and then that's wen goldilocks..aka little red riding hood
comes in, eats the porridge, and falls asleep.
yup. is that good?!

well i dont really have much to say now.
life is pretty much a bore.
so i'll catcha laterrr

[[[[ 9.38pm ]]]]
well i feel fine again.
im tellin yahh maann. mooood swaaangs.
maybe that time of the month is comin afterall.
damn.
well ne wayysss
so yeahh wanted to elaborate my dropping chem.
&maybe realize other things i wanted to say that wouldnt even matter
cuz no1 reads this ne wayyyy
welllll im droppin ap chem cuzzz
i dont think i reaaally wanna take it ne more
i mean, molecules& such. damnn gimme a break!
i dont care bowt that!!
and besides with ap chem ima have SEVEN CLASSES
and i think thats too stressful
especially if i plan on doin sum extracurricular activies
such as colorguard (again)
yes..why? becuz i've alredi done it and who knows,
maybe things have gotten better?
ideno.i hafta see them perform first
and also..airband
yup thats right, airband. they say that we're GOiNG to have one
so we BETTER! and it better be good! yessir.
so if we do, i'm there B)
soo i couuld have the potential of joining both
how crazy would that be huh?!
and letseee....i also needa do sum comm. service
still needa finish that application denggit! i keep forgettin and losing time
and i wish i could get a job but my schedule's alredi gettin full
whatta shame.
so tomorrow..it's goin to be done.
i will drop ap chem for the good of all ppl. hahah jk.
but really i will tho. hahah i feel so stupid cuz
i always go to my counselor for class changes..well not really
but i still cant help but feel..weird.
plus my counselor kinda sucks. the shame.

ne whooo..man i hate my memory. it's not good enuf!
today wen we were doin a review for our quiz on thursday
it's bowt presidents& stuff..&the teach gave us a lil packet to study
and daamnn..i was studyin in advisory b4 that class
and wen she asked those questions i jes TOTALLY FORGOT
i only was able to remember one for sure!
it was so sad. i felt so stupid. inferior.
gotta do sum maaadddd studyin. i alredi am
but must triple the amount to get that shiit engraved in my head!
cuz you kno, im sooo bad with dates
i cant associate..or narrow down to time periods
cuz frankly, i jes wont kno em!
i was never good with dates& time periods
i wish i was tho. but im not.

well damnnn this is long
these entries of mines are gettin looong now
i think it partly hasta do with the wayyy i type my entries
in that "poemtic style"..((no long paragraphs))
cuz i jes think it's easier to read
cuz if it's a bunch of paragraphs
its like..the words all jumbled up& iono
i jes prefer to do it this way
i tried to keep my long paragraphs
but ev'ry1 did it like this& it jes happened naturally
but it's easier to read so thats why i do it.
not that you really care.

ok i'll shuttup now. this thing is too too long.