well today after i came home from school me& mom picked up my auntie who was at my uncle's house. they're from NEW YORK CiTAYY. but they were in vegas since last wed. till yesterday. &we jes went to mcrd& exchange. i dint get ne thing. nothing good. i saw this roxy skirt that i wanted b4 at fashion but they dint have my size. im sad =(

so today i was feeling REALLY SAD.
cuz i feel SO CONFUSED
and no one seemed to understand. no1 really listened. sum ppl sed they were there for me but they weren't. they jes sorta blew me off. wen i was in real need of someone who would listen. NOONE understood. since day1. but then i turned to my trusted friend who i remembered would ALWAYS understand me no matter what! i would tell her all my problems and she would seem to jes TOTALLY UNDERSTAND! and who is this great friend of mine? the one& only HAZEL B.!! tonight i was in desperate need of someone to REALLY listen. cuz no1 seemed to understand. ev'ry1 had the same answer. but they jes couldnt see where i was coming from. but my good friend, hazel, understood me totally. SHE'S LiKE MY DiARY THAT GiVES FEEDBACK cuz she totally understands. she saw where i was coming from. cuz her initial reaction wasn't like ne1 else's. but it was like mine. she understood that i dint wanna jump to conclusions. that there jes seems to be more to it. that i dint wanna jes give up. cuz i knew better. i mean, i see the other faulty possibility automatically seen by others..im not THAT naiive, but i jes dont want to believe it. i dont think im in denial altho sometimes i wonder if i am. but i SEE it. but i jes dont believe it. becuz i kno there's more. and i deserve more RESPECT out of all these years. i jes hafta give it some TiME. she made me see things..that i only vaguely saw. she pointed it out to me..but not in a way that i felt brought down. and i feel so THANKFUL cuz now i FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!! i cant begin to tell you. i mean ok im not the happiest kid in the world but i feel so much better than how i felt earlier. i'M SO GLAD UR MY FRiEND, HAZEL. i DONT KNO WHAT i'D DO WiTHOUT YOU!! LOVE YAHH GiiRL!! =]

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