someone actually asked me today. ..he gave me this cute lil cheetah stuffed animal thing. but i hadta turn him down. he was actually willing to pay for my ticket! i kno u ppls are prolly like then you should go! but naww. becuz i really dont wanna go with him. &i'd feel bad& stuff. butchea.

well im still waiting for that one guy. to come online. becuz i need to know!! i tried to protect myself. not let myself get too far. i've reached my breaking point! im gonna crack! he made it seem so real. but now i dont know. i dont think him& his gf really broke up. he sed he did. he sed he wanted me. he sed he liked me. and b4 i was scared to let ne thing happen. but now that something has it jes might be too late. the problem is..i dont wanna make anything --of how im feeling-- official until u kno..we chill forril. i feel like he's not feeling it ne more. maybe he never really did. maybe wen i thot i was leading him on i was leading myself on. is that what happened?! no that cant be true. there's too meni things he sed that cant make that be true. if ne thing he lead ME on!!. i jes tried not to let him think ne thing. but now i want him to think something!

pleeeeaaaasseeee go online today! tonight! or call me!! altho i dont think he'd call ne more. =( gawd. im so sad. i'm leading myself on.

GOD HAS ANSWERED MY PRAYERS. YAY =)

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