no joke. i slept for awhile this afternoon wen i got home and now i still have this MAJOR HEADACHE well it's not major major i'm stil able to focus n stuff but i needa give my eyes a rest sumtimes so my head can have peace for a few seconds.

ne ways today we had a JUNIOR ASSEMBLY where counselors talked about the typical COLLEGE..SAT I & II..ACT stuff. it's trippy man. even tho i hear it all the time..i ges it's ok. it's jes..they still aren't answering my questions! but i heard they were gonna talk to us one on one.which is gOod cuz i got plenty of questions in mind! like HOW TO CHOOSE A MAJOR?! i dont kno wha major to choose. and i dont even kno wha i want to be ne more! i want to be able to interact with kids..but i dont really wanna be a teacher. i was thinkin maybe i can be a physical therapist.

well becuz of that..i was CHECKIN OUT SUM COLLEGES..CAREERS+MAJORS n stuff and i was able to add more college choices to my list: UCSD, SDSU ((even tho i really dont wanna go there i hope i get accepted tho as a last resort heehee..i hope no sdsu representative sees this..haha)), SFSU, CSU Fullerton, CSU Bakersfield, University of Southern CA, University of the Pacific ((not too shure bowt that one..))...so those are the colleges i have in mind. they're all in the state of CALIFORNIA of course. i dont wanna go out of state. i'll totally be alone. so yeah. and a few of these i never even heard of before..n i'm glad i found more colleges cuz i was so limited to only the more popular ones like all the UC's and SDSU and SFSU..and that's all i really knew here in CA besides comm. colleges n stuff. and i was thinkin of maybe majoring in medicene..pre-med..or some kind of biology..we'll see. so i hope my counselor can help me out sumhow. i gotta do more research i ges tho on these colleges n see which best suits my interests and which ones i have better chances of gettin into. no point in applyin for a college+wasting $ on a college i kno i prolly wont be accepted to ((like harvard)).

i also needa study for the SATs..u do not kno how worried i am about those tests! i feel as if i'm gonna fail. and if i do, i feel like i'll jes be failing myself. that i'm a failure. i feel very unprepared for these SATs. like there really isn't ne thin at school that's helping me prepare for them. and this cd/book thing i have..well the online prepatory math stuff dusn't seem to be workin well which is a real bummer cuz that's the one i need the most help in. as i was reading the word problems n stuff i totally dint kno wha to do so i was guessing like 99% of the time. and it's only practice! do u kno what that means?!! gosh. word problems are the worst. they really are. i dont know what to do.

i'm so lost

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