The diminishing face
i dont wanna be selfish
but i dont wanna make anyone happy
the hapiness inside me has disappearead
and it left me all alone
i'm surrounded by ppl that can no longer make me smile
they dont understand how i feel
they can't see it in my eyes
i wanna be left alone
with some1 who understands
someone who knows how i feel
someone who went thru the same thing i did
everyday my feelings are crushed
when i see their emotionless faces
and agen i feel alone
i try to make them laugh
and i try to make them happy
but ev'rything fails in the end
and nothing falls thru
i just can't make them smile
cuz i can't even make myself smile
no1 can see the pain in my heart
when they look at me with a stupid face
when they seem like they just dont care
now i look with a solemn face
with a tint of sadness
i show no smiles
it's not how i feel
and i hope they get the point.


it all came to me during 5th per. b4 the test. i made another one after the test but i dint really get to finish it. the test was easy btw. studying really payed off. i'm glad. today i started my rag. maybe that can explain my flooding of fluctuating emotions. but nobody knows. about my emotions. my one class of joy for bein "higher" than others has diminished. well whatever. these cramps are startin tah kill me. dontchu hate it wen it makes u feel like u needa take a shiit?

ooo it's different now! Wow . . . everyone's been feeling crappy lately... =(
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-08-19 01:37:55

once in awhile i blog in comments too lol. I dance the swing!!! hey, I guess I'm old school. lol.
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-08-20 10:39:19

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