today was another HOTTT day. last night i watched the OLYMPICS OPENING CEREMONY and it was pretty kOo. bak home in athens. and they had sum serious statue lookin ppl man it was awesome. U GUYS MISSED OUT whoever dint watch it! got sum filipinos up in thurR too. nice. and the u.s. of a. us of course bein the biggest group of ppl. we gotta win somethin. so i watched some of the competitions today and fell asleep on a couplea them. like the volleyball one ((not to be confused wit the beach volleyball)) i was jes so lost wit that one. and then some other one. but the ones i really liked were the SYNCHRONIZED DIVING and the GYMNASTICS. men's for day. the synchronized diving was supercool. and i so wonder how they twist in there air like that ((that goes for gym. tOo)). it's so cool! and i wish i could at least swim! denggit. then dive. wonder wha that feels like. eh. guess i'll never kno. and china won first place. wOohOo! i was rootin for dem. ((usa dint qualify for that event))

i remember the 6TH GRADE OLYMPICS. ((and my class represented ATHENS oh yehhh cuz we're the best!)) i totally blew it in this one game. i 4got wha it was called. but i did the greatest job practicin but wen it was time for the actual thing i did sOoOo bad. i'll never forget it. i was so mad at myself. so of course i dint win ne thing. goes tah show how much of a non sporty person i am. i'm more of performing arts person.

ne ways. i have TONS OF HOMEWORK. i did a lil rough draft of my dbq for u.s. i think it's pretty ok. but i needa organize it and rewrite it and all that other stuff. and then i needa do math hw. which is a review packet. and i hate review packets cuz the problems always seem so much harder than whas given in the hw. it drives me nuts. andddd i have a lab write up. but that's due tuesday. but i dint even really start it. i think i'll start that tomorrow for sure. cuz today i'm trynna focus on dbq and math. and ima change workplaces this time. doing math while lying on my stomach on my bed gets me tired and dismotivates ((thass prolly not a real word)) me to work. so yeah.

well i also needa start exercisin a bit agen tOo. i think my stomach's getting fatter. forreals man. and i think i eat tOo much. thats why i hate stayin at home. cuz wen i'm bored i feel like i needa eat. oh the horror. but u see wen i'm out my attention is drawn elsewhere.

life is still a bunch of crap. but i guess i feel less tension than yesterday. yesterday was horrible. but i eased up a lil today. and i ges i havent mentioned it but i'm purposely trynna speak the least words possible to my dad. he always upsets me and annoys me in the most annoyingest ways. puts more pressure on me. and even jes beginning to think about it agen right now upsets me. it REALLY upsets me. u dont even kno. like wen i think about it i feel like i'ma jes breakdown. being a junior is hard. and it'll only get harder. and iono if i can take this. i dont kno if i can survive. tOo much is expected of me. and i dont think i can live up to it. u dont kno how much pain i feel. from EVERYTHING.

How hot was it? its probably hotter here :-p haha anyways nice site, i like the colors and everything, see ya
» JINX!!! on 2004-08-14 10:07:28

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