cancellation. sucksass. imma jes go to budget nex week wit shaina en jeremy. i woke up all frikken early too. frikken angeline and erick decided not to go. sheesh. so me en shaina was bored at her house. i fell asleep for a few minutes watchin 2fast 2furious. hah. then iono did stuff to keep ourselves occupied. called shay and sed mark was comin. blah blah. did more shtuff. later..mark came cuz he needed a bike or sumthin to get home..and it was funny cuz wen they went to the bakyard and bak i went to the window on the side and scared him. it was hilarious. uhm and shaina's sister's fren wanted to see me cuz "i looked pretty in the picture"..yeah right. and oh yeahh earlier in the day me en shaina played wit makeup. it was cool. and that was my day. so gbye.

--oh yeah! member the TODAY CONFERENCE i went to the last 2 days..well WE'RE ON THE NEWSPAPER! booyah! check the first proposal! and mah homie's in thurr! tiiight. what newpaper? the UNION TRIBUNE. wha page? B3!!!

[11:31pm]
shxt. my dad can be sooo frikken annoying! cuz i guess i 4got tah exit rose's xanga and my dad saw it i guess wen he got on and was all like "ur lookin at this site?!" and im like "yeahh thats my fren's" and he's like "u shouldn't be frenz wit those kind of ppl" well sumthin like that ((cuz it had stuff like "..i fxckn hate this family.." blah blah)) and he jes was askin a whole bunch of other question like whas her name?..at san ysidro? where dus she live im like GAWDAYEM SHUTTUP! and i was like YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HER! GOSH! I JES WANTED TAH YELL IT IN HIS FXCKIN FACE. but i dint even feel like continuing to argue cuz i wasn't even in the mood cuz it's like 11 and im so used to trying my best not to say ne thing and jes let him say his shxt and ignore whatever he sez but gosshh i jes wanted tah ERRRRR!!!! and he's all "i hope ur other frenz aren't like that" and just to end that stupid shxt i was like "NO!" gossshhh! i hope i never be like that! i hope i'll at least be more optomistic..if i saw that i'd prolly be like is there sumthin goin on in her family or sumthin shxt i wouldnt jump to fxckin conclusions! shxt! I AM LIKE SOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! it's like they think like a lot of my frenz are bad! well not reallly..but like my ateh E..well my mom cuz she saw her all over her now ex bf in 8th grade. and i think my dad thinks shay's bad tOo ((sorry shay)) cuz yeah sum stuff. I HATE THIS! THIS IS WHY I DONT EVER WANNA TELL MY DAD or mom NE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[12:06am]
here's a poem i jes made inspired by my anger..

i dont give a fxck wutchu sed
it's not goin thru ur damn head!
you cant make my choices for me
so jes shut the fxck up and let me be!
u think that u kno whas best
but i'm here to tell u ur no better than the rest
you dont kno wha goes on in my life
and if u think imma tell you then u better think twice
i have good judgement
dont you think i would've known
how to choose my frenz
and whom to leave alone?!
cuz you keep jumpin to conclusions
and you don't seem to understand
that thass jes how life is
it not like ur homeland

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