title: unkown
made by: me

i wonder wha it'd be like to be in another place
to go away from my problems
get away from life's eternal race

if i was born in another country
would i still be the same person i am?
would i be more funny or even hate ham?!

sumtimes i wish i could run away
and go wherever i wanna go
and i often wonder what is my destiny
but i guess it'll be awhile 'till i know

there are times when i feel so alone
i can't even express how i feel
and i'm too scared to tell anyone
cuz im scared they won't understand the deal

i still dont know where i fit in to this world
or anything for a fact
it's like everyone's tOo gOod
and they have everything i lack

this would be a gOod time to say some optomistic things
or how i can improve
but this time i won't say anything
i wont make any new moves.

--->[edit] 5:19pm
gosh i am so annoyed 2day, right now. this morning started off bad cuz my stupid dad always gives me a hard time! all i asked was if i can go either today..or 2morrow to get my track shoes and then he all asks why they dint tell us earlier and that we should speak up and ask if we need ne thin en im like we fxckin did!! ((minus the cussing)) and then he's all dint i tell u b4 to get ur teacher's fone number or email ((in this case, coach)) and annoyingly mad i sed "mhm" and luckily the frikken doorbell rang and i was saved from the likes of him. gosh. is it so hard to ask to jes take me to a damn store to get sum fxckin track shoes! geeeeze. gotta make a big deal out of everything! why can't u jes keep things simple fxckin gayass! errrr! who the fxck asks their teachers for their contacts ((sorry if YOU do)) i'm so mad now! workin up my anger rah now. ok..ne waise..then i went to my room en finished reading this gay book ((literally..not that i am but yeah)) to kinda relax myself en blah then i had piano jes a few minutes ago..i really dont have time to practice piano ne more..i'm so busy wit skOo and now i have track practice..goodness. en jes now my mom was all yellin in bxtch mode cuz sum1 put ketchup on her pot/pan in the sink blaming it on me. well actually my brother got in trouble first and his stupidass always blames me wen he gets in trouble he's always like "i dont know..ask ate!"....man FXCK YOU! stupid bxtch. always blaming shxt on me! fxck that man. so not in the mood right now. and agen this is another saturday stuck at home. every1'z annoying the fxckin shxt outta me! sumtimes i feel like i give more than i get in return. which would be a gOod thing..except not in this case. it's like u put in a lot of effort and every1 else dusn't seem to be doing ne thing. ..jes like how i felt yesterday morning. gosh! im sick of staying home! and no1 understands me! i kno mah frenz try tah understand but they dont. but who could. it's like who do i turn to if i have problems?! sumtimes i feel like sum of my frenz aren't even listening to me. sumtimes i wonder if they even really like me. do u ever get that feeling? i wonder bowt it all the time. cuz u never kno wen sum1'll turn ur bak on u. i've seen it happen. i try my best to listen to ppl more than i talk and i try not to interrupt them and wait till their finished talking. i dont like being center of attention ne waise..makes me feel conceited..and i always think they're prolly annoyed cuz i'd prolly be if i was them. i ges im jes being selfish. but im jes so bothered. it bothers me everyday. and dont u hate it wen ur in a good mood and sum1 that's in a bad mood jes ruins ur gOod mood..AND ur day becuz they're in a bad mood and they rub it off and take it out on you?! i hate that. it's rare that i ever feel totally good. and wen i do, wen i'm finally happy..sum1 jes hasta go ruin it for me. i hate this.

the ANSWER
why yes, i've updated cuzza boredom. but uhmm yup. i got the pre-made layout in the beginning of the CUSTOMIZATION thingy =)
» duh_itsDUSTIN on 2004-03-07 02:04:41

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