so yeah we all need time to breath and i think that i have had time to breath from dating .and now i am back in the game and it feels great. well maybe thats because i have such a great boyfriend lol...lol.. he is so damn sweet and nice and all. i swear he is probley the best boyfriend i have ever had..its weird to say this but i like him better then tim, maybe because travis knows how to treat a girl.i dont know but tim cant even tuch the kind of feelings that i have for travis..lol.. i know i know but hey i dont care if i said i loved tim and i will always love him. because there will always be a place in my heart for him but i dont know because now there is travis and man he is great. some times its even hard to breath thinking about travis and the way he makes me feel.i dont know but he is a keeper dudes no joke. i think i would reather be with travis for the rest of my life then be in the same room as tim for another min. i mean travis makes me feel great and a live like i can breath again. and like i have a secent chance at life again toon i mean lets face it. thoughs who read my page knows that there r some shity things that have happend in my life and all. and some shity things i have done to fuck it up so bad. but what ever. like i mean with travis i for get about tim and ever thing that comes with tim like the placeswe would go and people that we new and then i also forget about north carolina and all the bad shit that happend then too. and i thought i would never be able to love again and feel the same way about another guy again after tim and the whole christhing and all that shit. but with travis its like tim who? and chris what? i mean for real he makes me that happy all i want to do is spend the rest of my life in the moments i have wih him. but it also scarys me because im scared he is going to like leave me or some thing. but i dont know its like travis said there is only one way to make him reallly not like me any more and that would be like if i was to cheet on him or like lie to him about some thing big. and its the same way with me. and he also said that i need to take chances because with out that then i would never be able to learn from things and shit like that. but yeah man this is long..lol.. but ther is so much to say about him and i want all of u guys out there to be able to like.. i dont know ..i guess know travis like i do so u know the reason y i might be falling in love with him and all. but yeah i dont know i want to take it slow and all but then a again i want to take that chance with him because he is so great i dont want him to be the one that got a way and all. but yeah last night we were on the phone and i was like "u know u love me." but not in love with me" and he didnt say any thing i was like "right? right? "ur not in love with me right?" and he was like "i dont know maybe, not like in love with u" " but i do like u a lot and i was like u mean u have strang feelings for me and he was like yeah! "and that made me almost cry because i dont know the way he talks to me and holds me and kisses me it judt feels like i never want to leave that moment and like maybe he is the one for me. but yeah im like so tiered and i am going to go and rest because i have a friend spending the night well i hope u guys got to know travis a little better and that u guys like agree with me when i say he is such a great guy and all. but yeah peace out ~*~AsHLiMoChA~*~

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