damn. I don't come anywhere near first or second.  So then, where do i stand to you? I'm so lost because I don't know anything except that we still talk but it's nothing anything special. You come over, I come over. And then it all always ends up with the touching. But i guess i don't come anywhere near first or second. That probably explains why you dont say anything that you would say to other girls, thats probably why we smart talk each other alll the time, thats probably why we don't really go anywhere cool like we used to a long time ago except to a clothing store we like. that's why you dont remember any memories.

I'm not even jealous, i don't feel an ounce of it. I just, i guess i'm disappointed? or something. That i know theres someone there thats not me. And i'm not even second too.

So where am i to you? It's like a fuckin mystery. we ARE a fuckin mystery. we're stuck in one place with no paths made for us. I guess we've reached that cliff and it's up to us to build that bridge to the other side and you have to be up to making that bridge with me. But that's never gonna happen because you're head is turned another way.

And you're gonna choose that path because you like that other person more than you like me. I take that back, you have feelings for me but don't like me. The fuck.

I don't even see a new path to look forward to like you do because it always leads to you. .....You don't know that i know about this, but now that there is that someone for you, i just know that i'm not gonna call you or text you like you still expect me to. I'll just leave that up to you now.

wow. do i know how that is. a bad situation that i'm so glad is no longer a part of my life.
» adreen on 2007-11-26 06:02:40

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