tonight wasn't the best, i'm probably just making a big deal about it.

alyssa acted as if she didn't even know me, like tonight was the first time we had met or some shit. i told her something & it hurt to tell her but she started to actually sound like she cared, & she actually volunteered to pick me up for work & shit, she called me, she made me feel like a somebody, my only dream in life is to be a somebody to someone. now suddenly, she just, hmm, a simple text back, would mean the world.

my dad was jumping down my throat & pissed me off..then karen suddenly text'd me back & it made me so happy & i wanted to just tell everyone even though no one would understand why it would make me so happy. i went to tell my dad & he started to jump down my throat again. god, i hate it here, i'm happy the fucker kicked me out, i hate him.
i was so happy she text'd back, if alyssa did that just once, it would make me feel better, i don't even give a shit what it says. just i know that karen read the text & actually put it in her head. i doubt alyssa even reads my texts anymore..ugh, whatever ya know? i want someone to depend on, she could atleast return a 'bye' when i say goodnight. jesus christ. i'm still happy karen text'd me, she text'd me twice, i feel like i'm annoying her but i crave her & alyssa & celina's attention so much.

-stephanie

Here's a belated welcome to NuTang. Hope the holiday cheer will bring out the best in your friends.
» dave on 2005-12-23 08:26:07

yes yes
welcome to nutang, i hope you like it and stick around. -emily
» Chloefoxx on 2005-12-24 03:39:58

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