It has been 3 weeks now since I have started in my new role. I know I tend to talk a lot of about work now but it is really one of the more "dramatic" and "crazy" moment of my life right now. I must admit last week I was feeling kinda down and a lil depressed because I couldn't understand what I was doing, and also everything around me at work was negative. Even the start of this week involved a few dramas with my compo cases and I thought dealing with students were a drama. This is even bigger! I really don't know what I have got myself into. So Tuesday I was off, "Sick"...more like stressed out and really low immune system cuz I stress had made an impact on my body.

Towards the end of the week, especially on Friday I was on a roll I was doing a lot of catching up on my cases and actioning a few things that had remained stagnant for 3 months. So it was also the first time I got praise from my boss that I was doing a good job and they were happy to have me. I honestly felt like a blind man in the dark - none the wiser. And I could not turn to anyone in my team because they know so little about the role. The lady who previous filled the role, has not bothered to come and teach me. So I took to upon myself to learn the ropes. I hope you can understand why I am stressed.

Anyways...enough about work. My parents are in Malaysia right now, and it has been quiet around the house. My brothers only come home to sleep leaving F, Sofia and I very relaxed and playing "house"...it will be good practice for when the real thing is built next year. I miss my parents, and especially my mum because she is someone I talk to and unload my frustrations.

F also bought 'Guitar Hero- World Tour'...and I have been vocalist and drummer. I do pretty well keeping in tune as a vocalist...and always wondered my life as a sing star :) It is a great way to loosen up after a big day at work. The office Christmas party is coming up and I am contemplating of joining them this year. It must have been 2 years ago when I went to the first one. I guess $65 can be a lil pricey..and for some reason I feel as if I am scruntinised as a mum who is going out without her hubby and having fun. Like it's something I am not entitled to do anymore. I wanna have fun...but I have guilt too. Funny how I said enough about work....but it's back to work topic again!

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» Vito (62.233.138.180) on 2010-09-04 05:44:32

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