I must admit that I am not happy turning 22 this yr...not like last yr when I was excited to be 21! This yr it has turned depressing and no longer important for me. It feels like every regular day, and there is nothing special about it. :( I do feel loved though when I receive bday wishes from my friends who are far away. My best friends in fact...and I guess that is why a bday isnt a bday without the most important people. Even my older bro and parents have not said happy bday to me yet. :/ Even Tiff and Yo! I know it is petty to wanna hear wishes of happy bday. But that what I want instead of presents. I need to know my friends are around me...as selfish as it sounds. Is it selfish to want greetings from your dear friends??

Hmmm...plus I had to work today. I did tell my new workmates, but they could sense the sarcasm and negativity in my voice towards bdays. I dunno...why the sudden change. But age is certainly not something I like to celebrate.

It's not nice to be alone on your bday. Even though I have been by myself many times. There is something about the birth date that makes me want to be with my loved ones. It is an occasion to share with the people who made you who you are today... *sigh* I think I shall go and sleep now. zzzzzzz... to make this day past faster...

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